Rain and Shine of Life

2010-08-18T15:01:00.002+08:00

This is the second week of school after the intensive six weeks class and that short one week break.

I'm already feeling really drained with all the rush in assignments and work.

I want to have my time to enjoy doing my assignment instead of rushing through them and just wanting to finish them on time.
I want to have my time to get my sleep that I've lost till now instead of just sleeping for that 4 hours a day and napping during breaking time.
I want to have my time to go for a break during the weekends instead of being stuck at the shop from morning till night.
I want to be able to just do what I want and not have any responsibility for just a little while that eats up all my time I have.

Do I have to continue this life for life?
Understand understanding before you really can understand things.

2010-06-12T14:42:00.010+08:00

I just happened to blog hop today and I realised it has been a long time since I write a page.

Many things had happened and those would really explain who and where I am today.

Polytechnic life has ended after three wonderful years.

Adeline is the first friend I had in my class. She's always cheerful, making silly mistakes and brought joy to us. But as time passes, she found her best group of friends in class and well, we drift apart.

Thomasina is the first person that caught my attention. The way she speaks her thoughts makes me feel that shes gonna be a great friend. I can still remember at times when I was the last persn to get into a group, she's the one that invited me to hers. Yes and she had found her best group of friends in class.

Winnie is a role model to me on how to bring a huge group of people together. That's when we had the Mortal and Angel game where I really learnt a lot about the differen people in our class. Sadly, she left school and head to the working world during year two. And the class starts to go into their different groups.

Sarah, Calista, Huan fen, Kim and Nazz was the first group that I got into. They were a bunch or hand working peeps. And with sarah, Things are always done at the best and the fastest. I wasn't strong with them as with a ittle disputes things fall out. Probably I was a little strongheaded at times. But I'm really gald that came into my life, They taught me on how to be on time and organized for work.

Karen, Kim, Ming Xian and Pei Shan was the next group I got into. They were a bunch of crazy people, always laughing and having outings. But when it comes to project which only need groups of four, I've got to go for another group. There are many hicupps within this group. Once was with Karen and her busy schedule. Another was with Kim and her playful self. Last was Peishan and her standard of work. As for me? I don't know. At the end of these three years, this group had fallen apart leaving Karen, Kim and Ming Xian. But in any ways, I love them.

Siti Sal, Aqilah and Fat was the very last group I got into till now. This wonderful group had helped me through thick and thin, accomodating me most of the time as I was like the most busy person. Helping me in many means including my individual projects. They were always there. I love them.

Mark was a coolio great buddy of mine when we first met in Sport camp. Hanging out with him is always carefree and unlimited fun and crazy dares! After a quarrel with Gerald over a small matter. He left and moved on to another group. I miss him.

Gerald is a friend introduced by Mark and he's a friend whom I call a friend. Always there to advice me in things and support whatever I choose too. And he never forgets to keep in touch with me. Treasured dude!

Ben Ben will always be Ben Ben, the best cushion to cry to. A very random friend that we are stuck to when I was in NPskates. But this is a amazing friendship to hold on to. He will nv forget to tell me not to forget him.

Kenneth! My twin! The right person who always guess me right and bring me out to enjoy the day! Yet another friendship to hold on to!

Track and field mates are a bunch of Monkeys. Fooling around using up the last bit of energy for the day and ending the day for everyone, anyone perfectly. And Coach Qi brought most of us back on track before calling it a day.

George was a stranger to me and we became friends. We moved along and became lovers. Things didn't work out and we because strangers of familiar faces. There are hard times he was there for me, there are joy that we shared. Times were wonderful back then.

Another level in life.

My parents had opened a stall at Bishan and I'm helping out to manage and run the stall. We are also opening another one at Bukit timah shopping centre. This is realy another level in my life, the working life.

I've gotten into Wheelock college after a friend of mine withdraw out to go to NIE. And I'm really thankful to her, I've been really hoping to further my studies but at the same time I want to take up the responsibility of helping to run my family business.

Hong Wei didn't stepped out of my life, he's been helping me all along and making sure that I'm all fine. There are times where I just wanna ask him for another try but just there's just too many things holding me back. Rather us back.

What's for the fuure, no one really knows. We only can do our best ad hope for the best.

Well, a little update on life.

My school's starting really soon on 21st June 2010. I'm all excited for it! But have been in school for writing clinic to improve and get back to writing essay and email! haha!

Bukit Timah HELLO cafe was opened Monday, which I am also all excited about it as it is a new concept that we are trying out.

My car will be arriving on Wednesday, a company car to be exact! HAHA. Honda Stream 1.8 pearl white with black lining red cushions! Woohoo! Sadly Ngee Ann has no parking space for me~

2010-05-30T01:06:00.003+08:00

Couldn't be more happy to recieve such a wonderfull gift on graduation.

A big welcome to Wheelock college!

2010-04-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

Well, life is like a journey and no matter how far you want to travel it will come to an end.

Today 28/04/2010, 4.08pm marks the end of my Beloved Granny's life journey.
www.familylovelove.blogspot.com

I Love You Granny~

2010-03-24T08:40:00.002+08:00

slowly I felt the waking up more and more difficult. ROAR! What to do? Press on ba.

2010-03-23T07:44:00.005+08:00

Working from 6 to 9pm is not so bad afterall.
Tiring it may seems, but seeing people walking happily with our HELLO bags really brightens my day. What's more with the Happy family childcare right behind our stall. I'm still able to connect pretty well with the kids playing at the playground, after care buying food at our stall.
Yesterday there's this very sweet lovely couple, buying food for themselves and their neighbour of four. They couldn't remeber what they havee brought and keep coming back to ask me about what they have brought. I was really happyto see them really lovely but at the same them sad. As there don't seems to have anyone taking care of them that they have to bring a forgettful mind out with them.
Oh well, Georgy came down and pick me up from work and we finally had a nice and fast dinner.

2010-03-18T10:11:00.002+08:00

Work had started for about a week.
People may think that I'm working well with the kids.

HAHA! but I'm actually helping my parents to handle the stalls to come.
This may not be what I really want to do now, but I just felt that that's a responsiblity.
Yes, I would really love to head overseas to study, I would love to enter a childcare better if I could open one with one with more experience.
One day some day I would just have to know everything in and out of our business.
Why not now? when I can still learn fast and get it instil in my mind.
Some things we would just have to ponder to know the importance of each.

I miss my family, friends and a studying life.
Growing up I guess. Hitting my big two this year.

2010-02-24T10:07:00.002+08:00

Was just wondering about how these wonderful three years have pass by me.

The new chapter starts...

2010-01-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

Poly life is coming to an end really soon.
Just 21 more days, 21 more.

Yet to recieve Wheelock College letter, I'm getting so worried.

2010-01-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

A long year ahead again!

2009-11-23T08:21:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Peishan!

2009-11-19T11:49:00.001+08:00

As I sat below the 4am sky.
The stars showered over the skies.

If only there's a special one beside me.

2009-11-09T05:30:00.002+08:00

Good morning Monday! Couldn't sleep, been awake till now.

Got to prepare for school! Week four and I've got two assignments to hand in this week! I'm not done with them yet but yea soon I'll be done and it would be handed in!

Happy belated birthday to Ming Xian!

2009-10-26T17:04:00.002+08:00

Okie, It's Monday. It's a Monotone monday today.
It was a drag for me to get out of bed after Mr chang called me.
It was a drag for me to get off the toilet bowl seat and bathe.
It was a drag for me to get off the garden table after breakfast.
It was a total drag for me to get out of the house and head to school.

But now, I'm in school, attending the very last class of the day. 4 to 6 pm after a three hours break for lunch. Another hour and I'm out and back home to do that freaking assignment that have to be handed in this Wednesday. I felt so lost in class, mind's at somewhere else in space. I want to sleep.

++++++++++
Yes, I'm confused.
Left hanging somewhere.
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2009-10-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

It's the first day of school! And I've missed it. Rather I PONN-ED it!
What would be a very good reason to skip the three lessons today?
Passing my TP and gotten my licence!!!! WOOHOO!

I had this very bad feeling yesterday night that I might not be able to pass. But I woke up early in morning with Noti nua-ing beside me, giving a smile and licks all over my face. Makes me want to kick that bad feeling off and give my shot to really pass this first time. Headed to BBDC for a practise drive and had the instructor that I hated most~ Make me want to pass at that instant so that I do not need to see him again. After the practice is the Warm up test time, driving the test car, getting use to it, etc. I was the last to be called, the feeling of waiting in that glass room, with the TV replaying some great octopus documentary was boring to the max and it's not calming me down.
After the warm up drive, another long awefully wait in another room, one by one names were called, test route told to them. Again, I was left alone in the room staring only that very white board in front, making sure my headphones are off so I know when some names ring the bell and gives the queue for me. I felt like a four year old child, couldn't sit still for not more than four minutes. I've stood up, peeked out of the door right at that "seems to be far" end hoping someone who pop up and waved to me with the lips mouthing my name. Before I knew, the second group of testees came in with this guy wearing a mickey mouse like specs. ~Chye Lu yee!~ I swear I popped up from my seat. "You will be going for this test route." First thing came through my mind... "Damn it, Teck whye~" Next was all that I've remembered about the route like there is this construction area which I have to take note of, there is also the four lanes which I have to keep at the second lane, bla bla bla!
Seriously things are going through fast and the next moment I was waiting for that Pass, Fail paper to be handed onto my palms. Grinning from ear to ear, Heartbeat finaly slowing down I walked out of the room "flying~~~"
DARMA MAMA! Wahahaha =p!

I held in closed in my heart till we've reached the dinner place. Everyone gathered. I couldn't hold it anymore! "I've got something to say, I've got something to say, I've got something to say
!" Within moments, the limelight is on me. "I've passed my TP TODAY!!" I heard the claps, I felt like jumping hopping right there at that corner where I sat! YAY!

Dinner was totally awesome and I felt the weight in my tummy! WOO that crab sure took more than half the space. Headed to Xiao yi's new place as well as Da jie's new place to walk around the house, chill out, play with Quinn boy and snacked a lil. Their place are pretty near each other but far away from me. Not sure if they are going to rent it out or move in themselves. Whatever it is, gathering wouldn't slow down right? hehe!!!

I'm still smiling!!!
School tml and work too! I misses my classmates LOTS!

2009-10-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

IVP is OVER!!! I was kind of disappointed with myself but I know, I've done my best. Well, at least I got into the finals for 400m which was kind of unexpected for me. YAY! Did badly for 800m, came in 9th in position. Well, our team didn't manage to get into the 4*100m girls finals and we didn't come in top three for 4*400m as well. NYP is really strong his year so as TP. Oh well, all in all, I still didn't get any medal for these three years in IVP. So sad!

Pol-ite coming up next and probably all comers meets.
Next year~~~ ultra marathon! HERE I COME!!! wootys~

School is starting tommorow and I'm so not going. I feel that I need a day rest after IVP, furthermore I'm still feeling the pain. PON school! PON school! PON school!

I so wanna roll RIGHT NOW!

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Everybody is wondering.

The truth is as it is.

2009-10-07T20:00:00.001+08:00

IVP is just this sunday.
For all that I've given up to run this race.
What result would I get?

2009-09-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

YAY! so damn HAPPY that I finally broke my bp! After a hard time training for a year, I manage to break that bloody 4 secs! Now the question is, Did I started off too fast that I slowed at the last 200m. or Yeap, I'm just not good enough! YADA YADA YADA!

Sometimes it just makes me wonder...
They called me dumb and I totally agree. If you were to drop me hints, I would -never- get it. Well basically because I'll be thinking of many many possiblilties~ of what you are trying to tell which in the end- I gave up~ Dong`! so Stop beating around the bush just tell me straight! Worst still, sometimes, I don't even understand a thing about what you are trying to say!

But on the other hand, I don't agree. Well as you can see~ I'm still LIVING on Earth! blex.

Bored at home.....

2009-09-21T11:04:00.003+08:00

It's irritating when that person don't understand and thinks that he knows how you felt.
Trying to comfort me but laughing it off. Rubbing salt to the wound?
You are just damnable!

Me here being Miss nice, controlling my temper. You testing water, testing my patience.
Need me to start typing in CAPS then you freaking get off~
You are just damnable! FO

2009-09-17T12:56:00.002+08:00

Article on Love~~
http://familylovelove.blogspot.com/2009/09/article-on-love.html

2009-09-14T11:05:00.000+08:00

NJRC is over, life gets on back boring again.

2009-09-02T12:07:00.001+08:00

The weather is just so great today that I wants to roll...
Sadly I've got training to go for and I'm looking the time to tick by.

2009-09-01T12:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

2009-09-01T11:35:00.002+08:00

I really hate rainy weathers, it just totally spoils my day.

I know, it's the best time to sleep in.
I know, it's the best time to stay home.
I know, it's the bext time to chill somewhere with a cup of hot drink.

But, when I want to roll, I couldn't.
But, when I want to run, I couldn't.
But, when I want to head out, it just so troublesome.

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He stood by the window, feeling the cooling beeze, with little drops of rain.
Looking back at me every now and then to check my presence.
I wonder what's on his mind whenever he looked at me for that long moments.

Times I stood by the window during the night, time seems to stand still.
The cool breeze, the bright moon, the clear sky didn't let me down.
They picked me up afterall and make me start the next day better.

There was no figure by the window. Those yellow rays and constant blowing wind.
I imagine how wind shuffles your hair. I imagine how the light rays shine on you.
All these... do you know, what I've meant? Do you know, what shouldn't be done?

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Ivp is just about 6 weeks away... When would me recover and get back on top form?
Gonna train and give my best for this last year in Ngee Ann school team...
Next year, shall be my last year of lng long dist running, gonna finish my 84km ultra marathon(Sundown marathon). Wootys!

2009-08-23T01:15:00.001+08:00

ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR!
ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR! ROAR!

2009-08-16T12:38:00.003+08:00

She just looked so sweet!

The big big KFC mirror!

Cinema Number 5!!! 3D yo!
The rugged me, back home!

2009-08-15T23:15:00.001+08:00

YAWNZ! A BIG BIG YAWNZ!

So zombie-fied and tired after comeing back from Somerset.

Well, I didn't sleep for 40 hours already and I knwo I should be tucked in and sleep like now. Oh Whatever!

Woke up really early to find my keys that I have misplaced three days back. And it was found in the weirdest place you can imagine. In my living, coffee table, drawer, sewing kit box. Like of all places why there? Sewing kit. How in the first place can my keys be in a a sewing kit box.

Heading down to JE to replace my lost card! How irritating can it be when I lose my Card on the last day of tmy attachment as I was heading home with many BARANG BARANG! With Ben Ben, we heading down to IMM. Did a little shopping!! I really mean a little! Haha

Thank you Ben Ben for the flowers! The sweets! The Yogurt! The tibits! Your bag!!!

Rushed back home and get my things for swimming and training later after lesson. Swam 10 laps and I'm running out of breath! My trial's timing is really bad! and my training timing totally suck! Got to buck up and recover from my injuries as well as getting back the form to run!

After training rushed with George to drink sweet cane juice and back to my place to pack my things for the ECP overnigth skate cum outing with Sal the next day. As I got to first rush to meet the 2E5 peeps to send Preben and Zhao Liang off to taiwan! One going for training, three weeks and another going for one year! Gonna miss them. but I guess time will past very quickly.

Only reached ECP at 0100h Saturday. Love spending the night with the skaters and my lovely skates! Wootys! Time passes very quickly and it's morning, everyone starts to leave as the day break. Farhan and me heading down to somerset skate park to meet some other skaters for they training. As for me, I skated while waiting for SALEHA! I met Mr Ong, ex Bukit view principal! on my way out from ECP. I missed him so much when I was in Bukit view ss. He is a great great great Principal! Awesome!!!

At 1130h, Saleha appeared at the skate park! LOL! Headed to Cine for lunch at KFC till 1400h, Watched "UP"!!! haha, it's a okay okay movie. I feel that the content is not for the children at all. So maybe this shouldn't be a cartoon. LOL. Took NEoprints!!!!! haha, it's been ages since I last took one! Went for fruits session and then chilled back at the skate park. Initial plan was to head to Botanic garden but the weather was not very good for us, so plan changed.

1800h Sal headed back and I'm back to skate again!!!! haha till 2015h before I board the bus and head home! Dead beat and zombie-fied!

Was confirmed asleep at 2345h, Saturday.

2009-08-12T03:42:00.004+08:00

I'm so in holiday mood and I couldn't get to sleep!!!

Dinner was a rush for me, but I did ge to eat what I crave for for the whole of last week!
SASHIMI! wootys!

I wanna roll!! Damn, have got trials tml! Got to scoot!

BLEX!

是该慢下脚步，安安静静的看四周。

2009-08-10T01:40:00.003+08:00

Went rolling over night at ECP! and now I'm aching allllllll over!
Got two new bruises! One at my left knee and my left elbow.

There so many rollers during the night and when it comes to morning, prople starts to leave. While, guess it's the cooling night weather that makes people roll at night. Night rolling is totally fun for me, getting away from clubbing and pubbing, staying healthy yoz. Only contridictions about the staying up late part. Haha.

Cabbed back with Joseph, Jeff and Farhan. Jeff and Farhan wanted to take a look at my place which they popped by and ened up taking over my bed. LOL. And they left before the sunset. Sad for Farhan. Ben pop by with dinner! Thank you Ben Ben, your the best man. Heard he walked down fifth and sixth lane to find some nice nice food for me but sadly the shops are all closed. Thus he went to buy my fave Fried fish noodle with milk!!! And And And I also heard he tried to catch a stitch for me!!!! HAHA but he didn't get it but still he got his gold member ship card for spending a certain amount. LOL. See, Ben Ben is the best! Blex.
Hai, but ben ben is going to Taiwan sooooooooon le, for a bloody long one year. But after he comes back, he's gonna ORD!!!! Weetys!!! Royston shall then take over his place for this ywhole year eh. Right Royston? LOL.

Suppose to head out tonight, but I'm getting a lil lazy. So ended up rejecting many people to go clubbing and pubbing. Gonna miss them. Nex week, all right? buddies? blex. Loves all.

Meet Ben tml for breakfast before I head my lessons and training. Feel like heading for a swim tml too. Blex, shall see how the plans goes tml, Maybe George might want to train too.

I'm missing the kids. I miss rolling! And I feel jealous for nothing! LOL!
太多了，我累了。

2009-08-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

To all Year 3 ECH peeps! Enjoy your holiday before the final lap!
Another semester and we are done! You will get you Dip!
Play hard now then Study hard later on!

I'm already missing the kids from my centre already, but well they said they will always welcome me back to visit them. So yeap, when I have the time I'll head down. Heh!
Yesterday, I went back to the centre and it is just so heartwarming when the kids run to me and gave me that tight warm hug. Asking me why I wasn't at the centre the day before. I loves the kids! Maybe someday I will get a whole lot of it! Haha, ~Daydream, Daydream~

Anyway, finally! attachment is over! as well as the final project which I've handle in yesterday! Now back to my run and my skates! IVP trials for me is coming up, this wed! hope I get into a position to run. And there is overnight skating to night but I doubt I'll be going. Shall meet them tml morning if I can. I want to party but lazy to head out. Dbl o tonight I guess, if I'm not lazy. blex!

I still have class for the month of August. And I am looking forward to them.
I'm meeting Royston later for dinner and pool! Wanna se his Botak head!
I'm meeting Saleha next Saturday morning to watch "UP" and a picnic at Botanic gardens!
I can't wait to meet Saleha next saturday!!! I miss her so so so so much!!!

需要的不只是时间。

2009-08-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

Very quickly, this sem is ending and tml is my last day at my centre.

2009-07-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

A message came in, asking me what time do I have to wake up the next day...

6am, that is early...

I used to wake up early to go to school and now I am still waking up early to go to school. But this time not as a student but a teacher! haha, totally random! blex

2009-07-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

Came across this some time back! I don't know why but I had a good laugh...

The Phobia Dictionary: A
Complete Phobia Dictionary
Ablutophobia - Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia - Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia - Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia - Fear of noise.
Aeroacrophobia - Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia - Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Aerophobia - Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airborne noxious substances.
Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Fear of crowds.
Agraphobia - Fear of sexual abuse.
Agrizoophobia - Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia - Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia - Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia - Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia - Fear of chickens.
Algophobia - Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia - Fear of garlic.
Allodoxaphobia - Fear of opinions.
Altophobia - Fear of heights.
Amathophobia - Fear of dust.
Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia - Fear of walking.
Amnesiphobia - Fear of amnesia.
Amychophobia - Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia - Fear of looking up.
Ancraophobia - Fear of wind.
Androphobia - Fear of men.

In search of a term to use for fear of Newspaper...

2009-07-21T16:27:00.002+08:00

Felt like something fell on my head! I woke up, pop two and fell asleep without knowing.
I missed attachment and I'm still left with 11 more rather than 10. 85 hours to go...

Time passed so quickly, seeing the kids and the teachers everyday of the weekday. And hanging with friends on the weekends. From week 8 and now it's week 14... I'm sure I'm gonna miss the kids and teachers lots. They are really awesome people, fun people to be with and of casue, helpful! Giving us a hand when ever we needed one and understandable to what we need to do for our assignment. Every kid are unique and simple lovely, no matter how active thay are.

Friends are heading back to my social circle and I'm really grateful to that. New friends too. Cheers to friendships!

2009-07-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mummy!

Happy Birthday Er Jie!

Happy Birthday Jeffrey!

I thought to myself today, July 15th 2009.

A happy day indeed...

2009-07-15T21:50:00.002+08:00

Lesson three is DOWN today!
"What should you say? " "Good Job Peace!"

I Passed my Field supervision! one heavy thing on my mind is down!

He gave me a pen and that's enough. All brighten up.

2009-07-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Lesson plan two is down too!!! Yip Yip huray!
It is still a total mess with the leanring corners though, but children are children.

Was greeted with" Hello! Teacher Cookie!"

Tml is the big day, Field sup coming down!

2009-07-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

Finally, Lesson one down! Five more to go and 8 more activities to put up.
Kids maybe driving me nuts but with their puppy eyes when I talked to them, they melt my heart. Wouldn't bear to go on "Lecturing" them. Almost broke down, till one quiet down adn the rest knows the cue.

A hug and a kiss from you randomly in class, just so sweet for me keep pressing on. Thanks sweetie pie. Teacher Lu Yee loves the children! woohoo!

2009-07-11T15:30:00.002+08:00

Was pretty tied down by my attachment things, setting up of leanring corner, doing up lesson plans, preparing materials that are need for my learning corner and lessons as well as trying to my weekly task done.

Furthermore, the theme for my centre is really difficult.

Well, it will just be another month or so and my attachment will end. I'll HANG IN THERE! By then, I'll probaby wanting to turn back time and be in the hectic life like now. LOL.

There are times, I wanted to jus walk out of the centre and head to school get the withdrawal form, fill it in and get home. Everything would be over. But think about it, I would want to waste 2 years then withdraw from course. SO yeap, to get me moving... I think about what I want to do after getting my dip! I want to get away from Singapore. Study somewhere like to Boston and get my degree. Wheeeeeeeee~ totally exciting!!!

There's one thing everyone is till questioning me about. "Will we get back together?"
Seriously, I don't know. I know it clear in my mind but how I feel goes another way. And I really feel it's not the time anyway.

Life is so surrounded by my attachment and skate. Didn't have time for others to come in to disturb my life, only me to disturb them~ LOL.
Thanks Ben, Joseph and Brian to accompany me and being disturbed by me! wahahah.

2009-06-27T22:19:00.002+08:00

PINNACLE!!!
Well, with great team work and support. Anthony and I came in first for our category (NP mixed) with a timing of 2 hours and 9 mins and a completion of all the stations! We started at WCP, 0910h and ended in school, 1119h. Yawnz, waited till 1500h for prize presentation.

Had great running pace with the good running partner who makes sure that my knee cap is okay. And he had great thinking mind that he tied ropes and solved puzzel. Haha!

Hi-5 team track!!

Well, the course of Pinnacle.
We started off with running, duck walking under AYE, cycling, some balloon bursting game, jogging on train tracks, navigations, rope knots, jumps, lepaord crawl, THE BLOODY "M" PUZZLE, acending, absiling, swimming, crossword puzzle, three leg race and WE FINISH!

Didn't expect to lead all the way! Oh well, mostly are running so it's like an advantage somehow.
Won 30 bucks voucher, a swiss knife and the medal. LOL I want the bag but well only for NPmen and MPwomen. sadded!

In the morning was abit mess up, the first flg off, the guys took the wrong route at the start and they had to flag off again after doing a warm up of 3 km in 25 mins. All the flag off time was being delayed near 1 hour and I'm getting so restless at that point of time.

2009-06-23T23:34:00.002+08:00

What could be the most retarded things I've done these days.

I wanted to wish daddy, Happy father's day but I find it weird thus,

First, I tried sending text message thinking that he wouldn't even read it. then I could even send it through thus I gave up.

Secondly, I decided he should at least be happy. I worte a note an dpaste it right in front his room door. Where the moment he comes out, he would be able to read it unless it's someone blind.

Whatever it is. Daddy, you are still my daddy.

2009-06-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

I'm missing my long hair...

A day packed, I know it pretty well.
But how much can it really tire me out?
A fight within myself yet again.

2009-06-22T13:51:00.002+08:00

I'm shocked, sad and felt lucky at the same time.

Butterfactory, a new case of Swine flu. Suppose to join my friends there, that very night but I didn't. Hope they all would be fine. But please do monitor yourself buddies!

People don't be happy that this spread because it could help you to stop your attachment, stop whatever you don't want to do. Think about the families that are worrying about this flu thingy. Think about those who are suffering. H1N1 is NOT a joke.

2009-06-20T11:48:00.002+08:00

I'm super drained from skating but I'm loving it!
The pain, the bruises, the aching, the grinds and being able to do what I want. Just so free.

A misplaced 1.5 litre Coca Cola bottle.
An empty bottle of whiskey.
An air-condition that only work in the day.
A crying soul hoping to be fine soon.

Emo is the word!

2009-06-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

Life is packed for me. And I'm loving it but I still miss those days where messages from you will come in through my phone to let me cool down, relax and slow down my pace for life.

I'm busy with my centre, planning lessons, taking over classes, handling the children, chatting up with the teachers knowing more about each child and many more.

I'm busy with skating, playing hard, enjoying it though at the end of the day I'll be drain physically and learning the new style!

I'm busy chilling out with friends, catching up, knowing them more, having nights out, having parties and building a stronger bonds.

I thought to myself this night, with a glass of whiskey in and hand and my buddy staying over. I loved him but because of the many factors I decided to give it up but I see he is changing though he did not purposely show it in front of me. I just can tell. And my heart is starting to melt again. Will this change be forever to support me? Will this change be forever, I really wonder.
I would consider.

My tears rolled down my cheeks when I tuck myself in bed everytime. I thought I could, just by telling myself to be strong, but when night falls my mask disappear as well. I'm still the person that need to cry to sleep. And woke up feeling lost without you, the person I see first or the message from you. It's part of my life. The emptiness is there and it always filled up when you talked to me. My heart is not strong enough to withstand anymore.
I would consider.

Now you know the feeling of lost, do you know how I felt?
Now you know how to live without me, do you know how to live with me?

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2009-06-14T14:59:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday, June 14, the 165th day of 2009. There are 200 days left in the year. This is Flag Day.

ADVERTISEMENT Today's Highlight in History:

On June 14, 1777, the Continental Congress in Philadelphia adopted the Stars and Stripes as the national flag.

On this date:
In 1775, the Continental Army, forerunner of the U.S. Army, was created.
In 1801, former American Revolutionary War general and notorious turncoat Benedict Arnold died in London.

In 1846, a group of U.S. settlers in Sonoma proclaimed the Republic of California.
In 1909, actor and folk singer Burl Ives was born in Hunt City, Ill.

In 1919, John Alcock and Arthur Whitten Brown embarked on the first nonstop flight across the Atlantic Ocean. (Flying a Vickers Vimy biplane bomber, they took off from St. Johns, Newfoundland, and arrived 16 1/2 hours later in Clifden, Ireland.)

In 1940, German troops entered Paris during World War II; the same day, the Nazis opened the Auschwitz concentration camp in German-occupied Poland.

In 1943, the Supreme Court, in West Virginia State Board of Education v. Barnette, ruled that children in public schools could not be forced to salute the U.S. flag.

In 1954, the words "under God" were added to the Pledge of Allegiance.

In 1967, the space probe Mariner 5 was launched from Cape Kennedy, Fla., on a flight that took it past Venus.

In 1985, the 17-day hijack ordeal of TWA Flight 847 began as a pair of Lebanese Shiite Muslim extremists seized the jetliner shortly after takeoff from Athens, Greece.

Ten years ago: About 15,000 NATO peacekeepers spread out across Kosovo, including a convoy of about 1,200 U.S. Marines. The Supreme Court opened the door to full broadcast advertising of casino gambling, ruling a federal ban aimed at protecting compulsive gamblers violated free-speech rights.

Five years ago: A car bomb exploded during rush hour on a busy street in Baghdad, killing 12 people _ five of them foreigners working to rebuild Iraq's power plants. The Supreme Court allowed schoolchildren to keep affirming loyalty to one nation "under God," but dodged the underlying question of whether the Pledge of Allegiance was an unconstitutional blending of church and state.

One year ago: Iran rejected a six-nation offer of incentives to stop enriching uranium, prompting President George W. Bush and French President Nicolas Sarkozy to jointly warn Tehran anew during a news conference in Paris against proceeding toward a nuclear bomb.

Today's Birthdays: Actor Gene Barry is 90. Actress Marla Gibbs is 78. House Majority Leader Steny Hoyer, D-Md., is 70. Writer Peter Mayle is 70. Actor Jack Bannon is 69. Country-rock musician Spooner Oldham (Drive-By Truckers) is 66. Rock singer Rod Argent (The Zombies; Argent) is 64. Real estate mogul and TV personality Donald Trump is 63. Singer Janet Lennon (The Lennon Sisters) is 63. Rock musician Barry Melton is 62. Rock musician Alan White (Yes) is 60. Actor Eddie Mekka is 57. Actor Will Patton is 55. Olympic gold-medal speed skater Eric Heiden is 51. Singer Boy George is 48. Rock musician Chris DeGarmo is 46. Actress Yasmine Bleeth is 41. Actor Faizon Love is 41. Tennis player Steffi Graf is 40. Actress Traylor Howard is 38. Oscar-winning screenwriter Diablo Cody ("Juno") is 31. Actor Daryl Sabara is 17.
Thought for Today: "There is the National flag. He must be cold, indeed, who can look upon its folds rippling in the breeze without pride of country. If in a foreign land, the flag is companionship, and country itself, with all its endearments." _ Charles Sumner, American author (1811-1874).

I am bored!!!!

2009-06-09T04:20:00.001+08:00

Counting down...

4 hours and 40 minutes...

My attachment starts.

2009-06-07T01:48:00.003+08:00

Was zombified when I went to school to attend the talk, Professional Pahways 2009.

It's a talk from different organisation in the education field, MindChamps Preschool, NTUC First Campus, Calvary Pandan Kindergarten, Carpe Diem, Young Women's Christian Association of Singapore, The Caterpillar's cove, Waldorf Steiner Education Assiociation (Singapore), Knowlegde Universe Singapore, Cambridge Child Development Centre, Ministry of Education and Cherie Hearts.

These organisation opens up many opportunities for us and seems to hvae a very secure place in the society. Which means we need not worry about our future job and income! LOL Though some pay may be low, but the joy we get from children is priceless. Further more I believe educators mould the future!

I brought a book today, It's called, "Drax The Dragon Shows His True Colours" Written by Chirsty Lee-O'Loughlin. This book reminds me of the Assignment we once had, where Karen, Kim, MingXian, Peishan and me were in the group to write and do the illustration of a storybook to our own creativity! Ours was, "Colour-O-Saurus". That really brings back good memories as well as bad ones but still part of life.

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Once again, I picked up my guitar after a long long time since it wasn't with me. I totally forgotten how o go about playing it but the song that caught my attention, "I told you so" by Carrie Underwoods feat Randy Travis spark up the will to once again, try out new songs and challenge myself to play a new song. I'm really progressing slow and my fingers sore! Well but I'm loving it! so who cares!

OUH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN ONG SHI HUI! You are one year older but you seems to still have that CHILDISH mindset! Grow up!!! HAHA.

Went to meet my secondary school classmates at the flyer as they are have Popeye for dinner, I decided to give it a miss as, First, I'm broke, Second, not craving for it, and last but not least, I doubt it worth the price. SO anyway we chilled, talk crap, I see them play funny games like "scissors-paper-stone" the person who lost five time will be having chocolate fudge on their face. And as Joan is the birthday girl, if she wins she gets to draw twice. ^ people got drawn and Joan's face was near fully covered by the fudge! See them do Jump shots and time passed quite quickly, we went totook the last bus back.

Didn't get to meet yan yan before she left Popeye. It's realy great to be able to chat up with my secondary school friends and to see them still in contact with each other. How wonderful!

Rigth, got to sleep soon, heading to skate park tomorrow at 7am to play skates and I have got 4*100 relay tomorrow at 5.20pm. WOOTYS!

2009-06-05T10:59:00.002+08:00

Totally cool-ness on aggro skates!
Tried so hard grinding that irritating bench since 4pm till 8.30pm.

Front side, sole front. Got freak bruise!

The pain makes me feel alive when I fell. The excitement that I had in me, keeps me moving!!!

Attachment is starting in just about 3days. I have yet to prepare nor really started on the brainstorm web, curriculum goals, learning outcome, subject web with all the 24 activities and I don't know my given class yet!

K2? K1? N2? N1?

I only need someone to accompany me SOMETIMES, Hope you didn't get the wrong cue. Or I should just tell you straight, SINGLE but NOT available. NOT INTERESTED!

2009-06-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

Lyrics | Carrie Underwood Lyrics | I Told You So Lyrics

2009-06-01T15:24:00.003+08:00

Aggro the new name in my life!
I may have fell, but I'll get up and try again!
I fell from ramps, I fell from benches, I fell from revert. I have bruises but I'll never give up. This is what I wanted for so long, I need to press on to really learn something new. Do something I want.

2009-06-01T13:24:00.002+08:00

I realised my life have been so busy that once again, I left out the closest to me.
Sorry buddy... I didn't know so much went through your life without the usual support I gave you. I didn't mean to walk out. I ought to stay side by side with you. Like I always say, "I'm here..."

2009-05-25T14:18:00.001+08:00

After 17 hours of sleep, I'm still tired. Drained mentally

2009-05-22T02:16:00.002+08:00

I was excited about me getting my centre.

Then I was excited about what theme I would have.

Then I was excited about what class I have.

Now I wish I wasn't excited for any of that!

Anyway, I got into AppleLand Montessori which will be having a theme on ANCIENT AND MODERN, WONDERS OF THE WORLD. As for the class, I have yet to know. I was totally near breaking down whe I heard that freaking theme from the voice on the other side of the line. I wonder what, I can do if ever I get the playgroup or nursery classes. FAINT!

Well, 6 weeks of school has past really quickly and today was the last DAC tutorial. I really like to thank Ms Yvonne for all th enjoyable moments we had during the last class of evry tuesday and thursday from 4pm to 6 pm. Also all the Lecturers who had taught me this sem, in preparation for our coming up FP3.1. I believe I'm pretty much gear up for that now. Well, another seven weeks of attachment, will soon be over. And I believe I would be crying when! I'm leaving the centre.

YAY! George is bring me going for Flower exhibition tml! Thanks George!
YAY! Heng yi is bring me to get my aggro skate soon! Thanks Heng yi!
YAY! I'll hang out with My clique soon next week! LADIES NIGHT GIRLS!

2009-05-19T19:07:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm done with irritating 50% assignment, which I all along thought it was 30%.
I'm also done with my presentation too!

2009-05-17T18:13:00.001+08:00

I am doing my assignment that is going to due on tuesday.
This paragraph gave me the power to press on for this assignment.

Every day more and more young children are being subjected to a narrow,
limited curriculum. Each day more and more children are sitting station style,
learning to follow, comply, and obey for hours on end. And every day more and
more children are losing their eagerness for learning to read and write. We
must speak up. We owe this to the profession we love and the children we
teach.

Loves

2009-05-17T02:14:00.001+08:00

I'm really happy, simply satisfied with life now.
My cousins' reply totally made me feel that I am strong and I know what I want.

www.familylovelove.blogspot.com

I love them all.

For now...

2009-05-15T02:47:00.001+08:00

Hey hey, here to update a little thing that had happen in my life.A little sad, disappointed but I feel that things would be better this way.

Basically, Hong wei and I broke up on last thursday, it's my decision.Had been thinking a lot, taking from many points of view from my friends, thought it through for many times, don't want to do somethings that I will regret badly. In this process, I've been neglecting my studies for three weeks but everything is almost back in order.

Some major thought that went through my mind...I was feeling very tired of putting in the effort and in the end all I got is just words of "I Love you" from him. Felt that he's taking things for granted and doesn't knows how to show appreciations, or maybe he know's just because of his pride he keeps it away. Told him many times about how I felt but seems like things don't goes into his mind and make him think, make him stand in my shoe. Cuz the very next day, things goes on like usual. I tried standing in his position and wonder what's hindering him so much to really give in to me sometimes. Loving one does not only talks just about love, care and concern, trust and truth, many other factors affects loving one and being loved. It takes two hands to clap, and I totally feel that I'm always searching his hand to meet mine.

Had a chat with him for a few times, I know he can't take it, can't move on but I really hate it that he has to wait till he lose it then he start trying to put in the effort and save this relationship. Doing things that I always wanted him to do, started thinking and all. And the day before, he then told me that my friends ain't that bad afterall, since the day he talked to him on what can he do? Does that mean he always have doubt of me going out with my friends? Always wanted him to know my groups of friends but he is always busy with his group of friends that some how I'm always hanging with them till I lost my friends. Just recently, he told me why he didn't like to go out with me and my friends cuz he felt left out when I'm with my friends. So I was thinking does he knows how I felt being with his friends for the first few times. I was always trying to get his attention so not to feel bored and make him guilty, also spicing up things around us. So after hanging with then more, for sure I'll open up to them. Thus tell me how to juggle boyfriend and MY friends when it's the first few time they meet or rather the first time they meet? Now trying to get my friends back, Hard time manz.

Recalling some of the hurting messages that he once sent to me, I tried to brush it aside but it still lingers in my head most of the time. Those moment that he sent me those, I was wondering till the day we ended, did he thought through what he meant in those messages? Did he think on how I would view the message? How would he feel if I were to send him those messages? How would it affect the way I feel for the relationship? All the time, he only try to save it after a week or two when he realised how crude those messages were. Wished that he would be able to give in just that little, sometimes.

Well, apart form those emo-ing, I am really happy about things that we have been through in the first year of the relationship.

We are friends, but how well did I draw the line and how well he view and abide to the line is another factor. Hope he does not screw up the second chance of walking the road of life with me as friends.

Yeap that's that. I'm pretty fine working hard for my run and studies!! Year three already, still thinking if I should go to Wheelock collage which have a month attacthment over at Boston (very tempting) rigth below my current study block.

Loves lulu~

I will be there when you need me.

Let me walk with you.

Obliging, I assure.

Vent your anger I'll be patient.

Entwine with love and never part.

Yearn to stay by your side every moment.

Odyssey we shall path through.

Uniquely I've said my words.

2009-05-14T01:16:00.000+08:00

I believe it's over...

2009-05-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

There are often choices and risk that we have to take to find somethings.

I was sitting down, starring at blank.
And I saw this person, this man. waving at me.
At the constant pace that totally caught my attention.
Then I realised...
They are playing with me again.

Assignments are going on fine now, but early classes are still as draining as before. Training and timing have been improving, so much thanks to my perserverance and George who constantly pump my running. trying to train like everyday with me, have got the same goal. That's to shine this year's IVP! How well would we do, just got to depends on the trials before IVP! wootys! I'm so totally excited!

Got to fetch mama now!
See ya!

2009-05-10T18:56:00.002+08:00

The sunset is beautiful.
Staring at it for the longest I could.

Watching it sets, from high up to in between the buildings and disappear among them.
Slowly the sky turned from a total blue to yellow to orange to grey.

Love the feeling of watching it alone.
Let me enjoy moment like this for the longest I could.

2009-05-10T18:29:00.001+08:00

Hey all!
Don't have to worry la, I'm always great.
I'll still be there when you all need me.
Just like always.

Still... Thanks!

2009-05-10T14:48:00.002+08:00

I'm strong alone.

Yawnz, I'm really out of the mood to do assignments now which one is due-ing on thursday, 50 %. Tried to start but nothing came in my mind about the belief, only other stupid stuffs.

How long more?

2009-05-05T08:48:00.002+08:00

I'm tired... woke up at 5.45am and could no longer go back to sleep.
Lost of sleep, Lost of self.

The promise still stands?

2009-05-03T13:23:00.002+08:00

I've just recieved a news.

"i just want to inform you that miss patsy chua wants to invite the exco of the 19th student council to go back to bukit view as one to witness the investiture of the upcoming council."
From Germaine!

I was so happy. And we have got to inform the rest of the 19th exco and be there together!
Can't wait for 27th May now!

2009-04-28T11:14:00.002+08:00

Everything was over.
Just got to leave it and move on.

Baby hamster went missing and now I cut a hole for it to run out but it ran back in again. Taking in all the food when I was asleep. You cheeky one! when I catch you I'm never gonna let you go again!

Training training training! makes me life goes round and round and round. I'm tired but this is my last year running fro Ngee ann! I'm gonna give my best! Adn win something this year, I really hope!

2009-04-24T10:55:00.002+08:00

Today is friday! And I stupidly went to school. ( Hey but I really didn't know that there is no FP la! I was thinking that we would be having FP for all weeks cuz our sem was only for 6 weeks before attachment starts.) So anyway, I went to school thinking that YAY! I'm not late for any of the class this week! I texted Ming Xian! where is class today.Next thing, she called me telling me that there is no class today and that's why they are going, Johor! (wasn't interested in that cuz, I WANT TO GO FOR TRAINING!)

I want to sleep.......... So tired!!!!! haha Nigth nigth!

2009-04-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

First day of school, A year three.
I was thinking deep when I was on the bus to school. "What do I really want to do after this dip?", "What is the real percentage of me being able to go the way I want?" I looked around looking for faces I knew, None. I realised I have been survived pretty much alone during years of studying till now. My mind went blank in the midst of thinking and I've reached Ngee Ann. Musics are blasting, DJs talking.

In school first day, as a freshman. Everything was stress free after "O" Levels and carefree as third year is so far away. Play class and all the fun you can get with polymates and all! How amazing is that, till today came.

Six weeks of intensive course study and seven weeks full attachment with no income.
First thing that brings me down, "how am I going to train for Track and Field?"
Second was, I doubt myself in handling a whole class of kids.
Next was, I'm feeling really tired now, and I still wants to enjoy.
Fourth, Why some people manage to get up to this year.
Last, I hope time pass slower.

Assignment starts coming when lecture kicks start at 9.20am. Three so far, First duing week four! Let pray that I still maintain the attitude I had for the first lecture. Anyway, I was irritated by some people who sound rude to the lecturer, Juliana this morning.

Monday's class ends at 10.45am. Headed down to Track and field's high jump and booth to slack. After which then I head home for food! (saving money, Hardcore!) Heading back for track booth. Jumped lots and pulling people into track team! Wootys! Love Track and Field! Chat up with Hui Xin and In line skate people! Before training starts for today!

My timing drop like crap and totally lose confident in getting back the form soon, what's more with attachment 6 weeks later.

Damn! lazy to upload pictures!!!!!!!!!! very lazy!

2009-04-19T19:34:00.003+08:00

"What my birthday tells about me"
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

Sometimes, I really wonder how true are these sayings. Or are these just general?

Just came back not long ago from Darling's place.
Went to eski yesterday as a birthday celebration for Yu ying, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Yu Ying!!! Anyway, eski really reminds me wonderful times I had with great friends which I don't know where they have gone to. LOL.

Was deciding where to go after finish the bottle of alcohol. One: to club, two: to Hong wei's place. One: have music, have dance no drinks no games. Two: Have music, have dance, have drinks and have games. Result is clear cut but we are all depending on BIRTHDAY GIRL. But I think she is practically heavy so she keep telling us, ANYTHING! Then all decided to just go for Hong wei's place. Played groups game like "Mafia" and "Mafia". After which some went home, leaving Darling, Clement, Jun Long , Kai jun ane me at the gym room, Bored. They played texas and the bet is "beer". Crazy la, drink volka then drink beer. The game lasted till Hui fen and friends came by. Then played Dice "Bluff", bet is "Martell". Light one only. Eat noodle then played MAHJIONG!!!! Suggested by Jun long! till 9AM! and only win 40 cents. WTH! Haha

Oh oh, I'm suppose to head off for another round with another group of friends at 3am but then suddenly very lazy so, end up staying put at Darling's place. Sorry peeps! Another day eh, will make up for that!

And I wanted to meet Hui Ting and Ming Xian for breakfast at cck, but MINGXIAN insist I SLEEP! and not to meet them. But I was wide awake at 8am and 9am! sadded! So Yea, I went to sleep till 5pm this afernoon.
Eat, play, go home SWEET home!

School's starting tml and I can't for the next holiday to come already. Anyway this Sem, timetable very slack but for how much we have got to do. I really don't know. Shall not rejoice so early then.

Thank you Dear Dear for The stich!!! Muackies! Loves you not only because of that!

2009-04-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

Zzz... Stomach is like empty.

But I'm not hungry!

2009-04-16T03:36:00.000+08:00

Handsome Suit Is super NICE, MUST watch!

2009-04-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, I really don't know where to start?

let's just start from me going to Mr Chang's place, The day before(13/04/09)! I was holding on one dear Hamster of mine, on the way to take the bus, 852. I looked dearly at it. How pretty you are. But sadly you just have got to leave me. To a better owner. Anyway I'm giving it to Royston who will be giving to her girlfriend on her birthday! Hope she will loves her. Reached Mr Chang's place but he wasn't home as I expect. Junlong had reached eating his meal. I sat at the Mahjiong crowd, watching patiently, finding as many joy I could. Laugh at every opportunities. Very soon, its just 1 hour and 15 minute more to 8pm. We started our Games. I lost about 5 bucks by the end of the games. OH MANZ, Haiz, my lucky is not shinning on me even though I had great cards.

Anyway, heading down to Cheeky Chocolate to pass Royston my Hamster and had a dessert or two. Nice Choco!Welcome and Thanks for the Chocolate from France. Headed back to Darling's place and just as I wanted to head home. Went to help out his Mummy with some DVD player and we had a hard time getting the wire in the rigth way. The design was that wires can't be seen, so we had to find the hole where the wires are placed and slip through till the other end. After 1 LONG hour, with cuts over my hand and finger. with beads of sweat rolling down my face and his. We finally got the wire through!!! Hip Hip Hooray! HAHA, we had fun time pulling out two think wires that after that we think that the contractor put it in "just in case" we need it for other appliances but the thing is that, they had already come out with better wires. To get the wires out, I suggested to snap off the head and pull it out. The head is the one that made work so difficult! After suggesting, Darling's mum really cut and off lah! LOL.

As it was really late, Darling's mum sent me home and because I'm going back again, She waited for me with Darling. With the fastest pace I could, I packed my stuff, fed Noti his antibotics for the last time and rush down. Darling's trying to drive then, placed my things down and went to fetch mum. Home SWEET Home and I'm out again, to Darling's place. Played a lil war game and slept. Today's a day out with Sal and Fat!

Yawnz, slept only at 4am and woke up at 10..snooze till 10.30am. Went to wake Ah pop and girlfriend as they wanted to tag along. Wash up and bla bla bla, Headed off to J8 for breakfast/lunch before going down to ECP to meet Sal and Fat! I told them I would be late but reached at 1.18pm, way too early!!! LOL. Brought the two to rent their bike and skate first while waiting for Sal and Fat! Then still have yet to reach, SO SLow! I ask for help from the skate shop to take out my skate axle as I have not been skating for the past one year, everything inside dried up and I couldn't remove it myself. They couldn't do it as well but their are so good that they cycle down to the other skate shop on kids bike! to help me with my skate! Great Thanks to them. Anyway, I think they were too bored to go to the extend of travelling down. Not much people on weekdays.

Finally!!! they are here! Had their skate rental and off we go for skate. Sal know nuts about skate thus, the moment she stood up! She feel hard on her butt!!! haha There many funny moment at the skate ring, teaching and guiding Sal to be on wheels. I think she is also very determine to learn skating as she had like cuts on her THUMBS and ELBOW not to miss out the pain on her BUTT! haha After near 2 hours, she finally gets the hang of it and off we go out to the terrain to skate with the lil time remaining! Sal," My god that is like miles of skating." Which we only travel like less than 200 metres. WAHAHAHAHAHA! *Roll on the floor!*

Tired from skating they decided to just sit along the seaside and talk. So many too catch up that we didn't know what to say. But we talked about life, how to go about planning it and all. Also about the coming year three when school starts in just about 5 more days.

4 hours past very quickly and we headed down to parkway parade to help get a gift for Fat's friend and had dinner before we go our own way.

I was so bored the whole nigth that I decided to fixed up my speakers again after packing it back about three years back. Weetys! I fix it up in no time! played smoothing musics and I fell asleep!

Next morning, I packed the wires porperly if not it would be lying around like some long worms. eeek! And headed out for my dental! Currently I'm at the final phrase, I should be able to have my braces remove in about one to three months time! YAY! YAY! YAY! Then soon I will miss my colourful teeth! LOL! Went to darling's scholl and meet him to go back to my place for the family gathering later. Nap for like 2 hours before Xiao yi and all came down to my place for room warming! LOL! To see my new bed la. Dinner out and the usual Big 2 at Xiao yi's place!

I'm typing this in Mr Chang's place waiting fro time to past fro me to go and get out movie tix and meet him in school!
suppose to be at some outing with Mingxian and all but because I'm down on cash, I decided not to. To save me from straving the rest of the week, LOL!

Happy 26th month Anniversary Darling!

2009-04-11T02:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I was so bored at home but I didn't wnat to go out because of my hair. But I've decided to just face it already. Also cut it already, no point grambling over it only make me unhappy. So then I decided to head out. Went down to NYP and meet Darling at YCK MRT. Then head to AMK and meet ah pop and his girlfriend. When guys go to game shop (though not all guys), they are stuck there and forgotten about their girlfriend la. First ask me stand one corner then fedup! I went out of the game shop and wait for them together with Nanci( ah pop girlfriend).

Chat up with Nanci about hair, then taiwan, then about them for taking so long choosing game, shopping... and many many more. time past evry quickly but the guys reqally take way too long already. They are stuck in the shop for more than an hour and Nanci and me was like standing outside the shop like some statue, talking statue. Ah pop still came out and check on her but boyfriend, why you never come out? Sad Sad. Anyway, then the guys are finally done. Poor Nanci, Ah pop never buy the game she wanted, even though it's Monopoly, may not be very worth. But she looked so happy when ah pop say okie befroe she went out of the shop...

Then we went back home, had dinner. Then out to Serangoon Garden's ICE3 for dessert with Andrew, Clement, KJun, Darrel and Shervone. HOME sweet HOME. while boyfriend and friends chilled at his place with games again.

Chatted with Royston about plans for his girlfriend's birthday and about future plans or life. It great to chat up with people, I love to hear stories about life. Best from Doctors and cab uncles. It makes us think, how fortunate we are. How we should live life to the fullest and also what are paths we should never try to take. Miss days that I would head to pubs or bar to chill with friend adn take about anything especially life stories and future plans.

Yawnz...Noti is now so much better, but very smell. Anyway he is removing his thread on Sunday le, Then gonna cut HAIR and BATHE!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY "27" DA JIE. Me Love you, Everyone loves you!

Woke up late this morning but also never mind cause I've got nothing to do, no plans. only later at nigth then we are heading to Da jie's place to surprize her!!!!

Then I remembered that I need to go down to Darling's place by 1.30pm for Lunch, but since I overslept. Only plan to go over later in the afternoon. Thus, having lots of time, I clean my Hamsters' cage. Cheese gave birth to three babies. They are all SUPER pretty. There's one that is totally pink with black strips that run along the mid back. The othr two, had the colour of cheese and bacon respectivly. I totall love them. Muack! Thanks to Dear Dear!

Daddy came back early and since i'm still free at home after cleaning the cage, I showed-off-ed my new bed to him. He is like saying I kana CON cause the bed too expensive? I really think it worth the price. Aiya, since he never complain to Mummy that he didn't like the bed, that means he still liked it. LOL. Hai like it just say la, why tell me the negative. Shall not make much guess now. As long as I love this new SOFA BED! wootys!

Off I go to Darling's place. HA! verytime like that one, when I reaching and act act lie on the bed but com still switch on with game screen. HAHA cute Guy! Loves you dear! Anyway, we "Gym-ed" and " danced" then bathe and had dinner before, we continue with our individual plans for the night.

Cabbed down to Da jie placed but I was late, surprize was over. But still hope My presence made her happy on her wonderful birthday! Chit chat with Jia2 while I had chocolate fondue which they Da bao for me. Then play Big2 lost for the first few rounds then won at the ending, which totally GAIN. Thank you da jie for "Sponsoring" me at the first part of the game. =p=p Quinn boy was tired ut when we say it's time for the cake, He totally brighten up. HAHA One year don't know how many cake he blew. Blow cake, eat cake and off we go. Got to go home and feed Noti his medication and fetch mummy from her work. But still reached home late.

On the way to Er yi's place on Xiao yi's car, we were talking about James. He's taking his "N" level this yera but we feel that he is not stressed about it nor taking pride in his work. He reminded me alot about me, myself and some kids I taught in childcare. They are all clever kids just that they are noy yet ready for such thing to make them worry or think. Understanding too. I really would like to help but I didn't know what I can do because, I have yet to teach anyone for some time already. I'm not sure if I can still do those questions. Anyway, I hope things change for the better and James would understand and know what's good for himself. Work hard for his goal, going into polytechnic.

After dropping Er yi and Jeffery, We head down to Er Jia's place and collect some book and Cd roms for Jia2 teaching in AOM. They really loved animals, Thank you for taking great cake of Cheese and Bacon's babies. Love you adn them.

Dropped at Mummy's stall and accompanied her home, helped Noti with the cleaning of wound and now... I'm super tired,

Time to go to bed. NIGHT NIGHT!

2009-04-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

I REALLY HATE MY HAIR NOW!

First thing in the morning, I woke up. My hair is like everywhere. sticking out here and these. TOTALLY pissed me off.Tired to comb it but its just don't remain where it should be. Make me feel like pulling my hair out. ALL of them. Got no Choice, went to wet them and comb. Seems better but it soon dried up and there it goes again. It's so frustrating!

Then, my new bed came! at 11.30am. WooHoo! Exciting!!! Totally love it! Arranged a lil here and there trying to get a right spot to place it with mummy giving some ideas. Then further clear and packed my room to get some what the effect I want my room to have. Clear but cosy at the same time. Also The feeling of a hermit crab. Now that the bed is done, next up is my mini bar in my room. Save money! Save money! Save money!

After clearing up, Saleha came!!! with Mac nuggets adn she is here todo up the photo collage. A post pressie for Aqilah's birthday! We chose the pictures that we took on her birthday outing. Then we ate. Haha, Saleha was like looking fr chilli then I brouht in one super spicy chilli that she couldn't take. She then dip a tiny whiny bit at the tip of the nugget and drank LOTS of water. HAHA! After finsih the food, we moved on to printing the photos. Went down to the photo shop near my place and got the photo frame as well. While waiting for the photos to be print out we walkd around. We went to my previous childcare and sat at th playground. Talk about the "skool" word that NTUC used for the centre name. Talked about what I did and the formation of the childcare. The structures as well. The cook came out to throw rubbish. and I said hello to her. She was like asking me to go in adn look for Teacher Bee Lian, My last sem mentor. She super good mentor I would say. Well, as Saleha was with me, I rejected the offer to go in as I am also afraid I might disturb the children as they are still sleeping. Walk along the corridor near the end, Saw teacher Bee Lian, Had a lil catch up and all. She's down with flu in the afternoon. Hopes she get well soon. Wooty, time pass very quickly, we went back to collect out photos and head back my place. The the really work starts. . Sal did the cutting while I arranged the photos. Then I cut a lil and Sal help with arranging. It's a long process of like 2 to 3 hours long. But everything was worth for a great friend like AQILAH! The first arrangment wasn;t so great so I decided to rearrange it again. everything became better and fits in place. Hooray! We tried fliping the whole thing over and glue it but its fail(that's the lazy way out.) So Lucky we took pictures of the process so at least there is help for me to remember wher are the position of each piece. Saleha did the clearing up while I did the gluing part. AND WE ARE DONE! woohoo! Loves Loves.

Getting ready to pass it to Aqilah. Sal had to push her tutoring time backwards and called to check if Aqilah's at home. Everything set, We set off. Then think again that Saleha might not be able to make it back on time or rather it would be very rushing for her to go back to give tution. She texted to cancel the tution while I went back home to get markers to write well wishes on the back of the frame. Took our own sweet time to the train, walked toAqilah's place and called her out. HAHA!

SURPRIZE! She thought I was Saleha's SIS with this freaking hair. BUT it's LULU! Aqilah's was not well due to the surgery on wisdom tooth. adn she could really talk well nor laugh out loud. Not even to cry . Guess it just hurts her so much. Just hope She loves the pressie and Loves us forever. LOL. Chit Chatted a lil and realised, school's starting soon. Salha bully me, Aqilah bully us! The usual pushing of blame starts everytime we meet! lol. Then Aqilah's boy came so Sal and me made a move. HAHA! Oh oh, Aqilah keep telling me she has long hair!

Called Gerald to chill. It's beeeeeennnnnnn soooooo Looooonnnnng since I last saw him. Head down to BPP doa lil catch up and talked on all teh random stuffs again and again. We seems to have endless topics to talk on. Endless laughter adn sharing with each other. It's really great to have friends like him. Nice to chill with and talk about anything under the sky. The we were like discussion some event thingy, too bad I lost my phone. No more contacts! LOL. Can't help much. Then we had a short time discussion about what fruits to mix for me drink. Asked him to choose a fruit and he say, Dragon fruit. I don't knwo what goes with dragon fruit so Asked him to choose another. Durian! WTH during got Juice? or plup? LOL. Irritating. So I ended up with my OWN combination with is super nice. Pineapple and Honeydew. Adn he had his avocada. Fats! FAts! FATs! FATS! Chill till abotu 10.30pm and I head home to help Noti with his wound again.

I was so frustrated with my hair, that I keep pulling is cuz of the natural curl it has, It really looked like aunty and some what a jelly fish. My head looked like jelly fish! A oval top with many legs protruding out. Every tug I'm bound to pull some hair out. I rather be hairless now! Manz. Anyone understands how I feel. I don't want to go out now. I want to find a hole and bury my head till my hair grows longer. really ar, tie also cannot, lt down also cannot. I really don't what to say ar. I totally hate it. I really hate it. DAmn irritating.

2009-04-08T02:00:00.003+08:00

Fifth day, noti back at home.
He getting much better everyday. soon will recover.
Going back to the vet on sunday and fainally he can bathe then.
Smelly Smelly one la you.

Anyway, woke up damn early today la but still considered as overslept cause I'm supposed to wake up by 8.30 to wash up and all then help Noti to clean his wound, bla bla bla. After which to go down and buy some bai bai stuff fro later, Qing Ming. I woke up only at 9.17am which I had to finish all the things by 10.15am. So anyway, I just totally rush through things, dump my things in any bag and left the house. I forgotten about my tissue, my Sudoku book, my rubber bands, etc. There are just too mang things that I missed out. Don't wanna talk about them.

We were the second group to reach the cemetery. Hmm, Anyway, what's with being second third fouth group to reach lol! We had many many food spread out in fornt of ah gong's tomb. So many fly fly la! Irritating pests! but after burning the jos sticks, they disappeared. Whahahah! Shoo manz! Then came Xiao yi's group, Er yi uncle, Dajie, kor kor and Auntie and ge ge. We hadly see all the adults who stayed in teh same kampong chatting away, happily. Looking back into their childhood days, all the fun, joy and laughters. It's really a wonderful scene. Huge actions, replaying the scenes of funny incidents. Er yi uncle, everything also have, from his car, he brought up three walking stool. A kind of portale stool cum walking stick. It's a cool design! But it's nothing new. Then they were like saying Er yi uncle's car is like parking no where la, so should go reverse a bit into line with the other cars. So he went down and reverse the car.

When he was reversing the car, a motorist on a motorcycle was driving downwards slowing looking at all other direction except the reversing car! Coming near to uncle's car and "Bump" into the back of uncle's car. The first thing I saw was his legs seems to be between the ground and the motorcycle but he got out almost immediately then he looked at his rigth hand and started licking his own hand. So I knew, his hands has a cut, couldn't be just stratches, cause I could see it from about 10 metres away that it was blood red. Our fun-loving and caring adults went down a took a look at him, some getting tissue, some get water, Xiao yi rushed to his car to get plaster. The few adults down at the road path tried to get the motorcycle on uprigth position but it seems to be stuck under the bumper of uncle's car. I saw some gestures to get uncle to move his car forward, inline with the other cars. As uncle move his car, the few adults get the motorcycle up and ge ge started moving the motor by himself to the side of the road, the grass patch. Then on the far left corner of my eye, I saw Xiao yi running up the gntle slope holding onto plasters, I guess. It's seems like that's the few times I saw Xiao yi running, on platform shoe somemore!

The whole commotion was over in about half the hour. More information was filled in to our curosity for those on lookers. The uncle keep saying it's his fault cause he wasn't looking on the road but else where looking for tomb number. Then I also know that that uncle was 77 years old, on a classy motorbike! Er yi uncle gave him 50 bucks to see doctor but the uncle keeping pushing it away, but at the end of the whole commotion, the uncle still accepted it. During, the feeding of informations to the cats, the uncle drove pass us again and again about three times. Guess he didn't manage to find the address.

Then comes with the burning of paper. Sometimes I really wonder, does all these really goes to them. Or rather is there such a world? So what's with being able to see them. They are in this world, of which I say special images. Not only that, everytime I see. I remember one very clearly, a yound girl. She's like always wearing the same things on her, could it be she moved on with what she have now, could it be her family didn't burn to her, could it be she is a forgotten one, or could it be there isn't such things? For the whole of one year. That's what I can refer, the one and only. The rest I don't bother remember as there are just too much. I also wonder about how such things come about, the other world. and money comes by burning from another world? How weird is that? I really don't understand. There is this show I remembered about the life in the other world. I couldn't believe, a thing. So anyway, that's just tradition I think. As for how it comes about? I think I'm too lazy to find out also.

Moving on, we went to Beloved granny's place. Did the usual, putting up food, bla bla bla. Oh oh, We had LV bag and Luggage for granny to go overseas. The LV luggage damn class la, got zip! then Daje kor kor, da jie, jia jia and me had great time filling in the luggage with money, shoes, papers and passport. Oh oh, I want to thank the kind person who gave a joss stick to all the neighbours in that block. HAHA! THANK YOU! Then, while waiting for Granny to finish eating, da jie and aunty was like chatting about coming by at night to bai bai, about 4 am. Da jie say they SIAO! haha. It's damn funny la. Then aunty was like saying can hear cries and yeilling bla bla. Can I say liek I hear them nearly every night when I'm out? LOL too used I guess but there are some cried which send chill down my spine. Keep this low, shhhhhhhh... Then we went to burn paper again.

Next up, Dajie's daddy which is my erm...I don't know la. We had to invite him out as we cannot burn things indoors. The usual things we do during "Qing Ming" again, then while waiting for him to finsih his food. We were talking about houses, about insect incidents. Dajie was talking about one incident that, this person living on the first level once spotted a HUGE spider, she went on a killing mood to get rid of the spider but she got a shock of her life, cause.... Just when she was about to hit the spider, the house just seems to be in pokey dots. (A don't know how many dozen of tiny spider came out of the HUGE spider.)Then also Dajie tald us about the huge spider above the bed she once sleep in.. erm I forgotten which place already. The size of a adult face with the eight legs wide spread out. SCARY!!!!! We ate we chilled while waiting, (again) for him to finish his food. after which we went burning paper again! HAHA.

Yeap! We clear all at once. After the last stop. It started POURING! Thank godness!

Head to cut my hair at er yi's place.Hmm I wouldn't say it's short but it's super irritating! Every one is saying it's nice, But I stil like long hair.I had short hair because of style not because of comfort. In fact I nver find comfort with short hair. They just "bong" out at a certain lenght which I have to bear with it for a LOOOOOOOOOONG time. Make me cannot tie my hair when I want cause, they are too short that it just becomes loose easily during all my excersice which is almost the same as cannot tie. Then when It starts to grow, not long not short. I don't know where to put my hair. tie also not nice, let down macham like aunty.
Haiya, Long hair better la, can change style easily. Can tie, pony tail? bun? "you tiao"? ALL CAN LA! Haiya. Then hor, My fringe also lo. Long can clip (though I don't like to clip), short can clip but will "POP" out one lei. I hate it la. Then short right keep poking my eye. Make me a very easily frustrated person now. Hai, Anyway, there's nothing I can do now. Only to wait till it grow long and then people will start nagging about it again!!!! In fact, I really feel that SHORT= not me. I may be active but don't associate short hair as sporty. Tie hair, bundle up also active look. I feel so aunty-looking now. Hais, Disappoint...

Anyway, then I had early dinner (round one) at 155, bb with Xiao yi, Da jie, Jia jia and Marcus-Mac dinner on car. Da bao back to Xiao yi house, had little chat up with Da jie and Jia2 while Marcus does his homework. After which Da jie kor kor and Bryan reached too. We play BIG 2 and Mahjiong while waiting for the rest to come. Wei came, Marcus and bryan went down for a swim. I lost and of cus, someone gain. LOL! Then we thought that the food we brought back after round one wasn't enough so we decided to order PIZZA! We first called Pizzahut, But it was super expensive and I feel that they wer noy provided good sevices, thus we cancelled our order from them. Then we called Canadian PIZZA, 2 for 1! Then comes Jeffery! He had changed so much, a dress smart person, a more confident person and a Better perosn too. Then came er jie's family, followed by the pizza then lastly er yi's family and aunty! ate sushi that Er Jie brought, that was ROUND 2. PIZZA was then ROUND 3! Yummy yummy!

Again we played BIG 2, and I lost, won, lost, lost, lost, lost , lost, won , won, won, won, won and lost. I think I didn't lost nor win or maybe it's just a lil differents from pot. Anyway, rushed back to help Noti with his wound again. And I'm here typing away after fetching mummy back from work. I'm tired!

Oh OH, I cleaned my hamster cage and Cheese gave birth to three BABies, I don't knwo if they can survived through cus I'm afriad that cleaning of the cage had stressed or threaten Cheese to eat them up AGAIN. Hai, Hope they can get it over then. Cheese, Be a good mum. Don't eat them anymore.

I got to wake up tomorrow morning get a fright from my short hair and be ready to recieve my new SOFA BED coming in betwen 11.30am to 1.30pm. And my Bestie is coming by tml! I miss her.

2009-04-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

Fourth day back home, Noti is healing really fast.
But still got to wait for six more days before we can bring you to the doc, to have your thread removed. Poor boy boy, cannot bathe for 10 days. SMELLY SMELLY! Don't you dare jump on and bed and sleep especially MY NEW SOFA BED which is coming in Wednesday! No Noti boy! haha.

This whole day, I was packing my room since 1pm. Noti Satrted stratching my room door at 9am, I didn't bother to open it till about 10.30am. You ar!!! Must everyday come wake me up at early hours of the day one! As usual for the past three days, I help Noti to clean his wound and fed him his antibotics. Caught one movie, it was about this murderer who was taken in by some national secret force and had faked a funeral for her. She was then given tasks to kill a few people from different places. After which she wanted to quit what she was doing to be with the man she love! But no one ever, leave that force. No one. And she became the first one to leave! Haha, Old films I see loop holes but they are still nice in a way.

I started cleaning my room by clearing more clothes out of my wardrobe. Seriously, It's like every piece of clothing I had, they had a value to it. Like my secondary school uniform, My 15 years old jacket cum windbreaker, some clothes that are gifts, some clothes that I saved and brought them. But all these I wouldn't wear them anymore thus I only could throw them away or give them away. Further more, I couldn't wear them too.Moving on, I moved, all my puzzle, my mirror, my easel, my pillows, my blanky and my mattress out of the room. This gave me more space to put things and move about. Also that gave me more space to BREATH! HAHA, It's a very dusty place! Then I cleared my shelves of books and paper, I clear the cabinet of paper bags and plastic bags and I also cleared my whole bench of cosmestics, nail polish, anyway all the beauty products! Wheeey, I'm tired but there are still many things waiting for me to find them a spot to put. After a short break with my computer. BTW My Asus lappy still don't want to wake up, please don't die on me. Freaking STOP HANGING! Back to packing... I cleared some of my precious bags, I love BAGS! and SHOES! Then two soft toy- My pooh bear and My green frog. Then I cleared my hamster's cabinet. OMG I found a tiny roach, DEAD! As long as you are no longer breathing, I can keep you keep but not this time, CUZ I'M CLEARING MY ROOM! wahahahah. OH well, Almost done!

Now, things goes to the right spot! But I still ave two boxes of things I don't know where should I place it. I lft them on the table, till my new SOFA BED comes in and Hopefully I can save some money soon to get a dressing table. And everything's ready for my NEW SOFA BED to come in on Wednesday! WOOOOHOOOO!!!

I'm still waiting... I'm still waiting!!! Haha
I love packing room and at the same time dislike packing room.

Tomorrow, going to visit Grandpa and Granny. Help them to clean up their place. Then I'm going to....Snip my hair! WHAAAAAAA! Into Half or more than half! Everyone is like complainting about how sophiscated my hair is. Hmmm, How would their think in that way. Hair is hair what? Haha Aiya, but to save my ears and their saliva, I decided to snip it off tomorrow! WooHoo!
Gonna miss my long hair again!

Hair cut Haircut!!!

2009-04-06T12:59:00.004+08:00

I'm going to cut my hair!!

What style should I cut???

Short short?

Mid Mid?

I don't know?!?!?!?!

Can I not cut?

Long hair good or short hair good?

The 852 bus incidents

2009-04-06T00:27:00.004+08:00

Day three back at home, Noti boy is healing.
Fast, Love you boy.
Stop biting yourself eh.

Why did I head down to Darling's place late last night. That was totally last minute. And to think of it that, HEY I got to help Noti to clean his wound and feed him his antibotics the next morning at 11am. I guess it's a habit of mine now to head down to is place as and when to just accompany him for a good night sleep. Oh, did I mention about KJun and Junlong are in his place mahjiong-ing. Could it be that that attracted me to head down his place. But what I did at his place was actually food tags for Mummy's stall. The tags were like super oily and all, time to change. Any trips down are great worth so what's my complaint about? HAHA, could it be no mahjiong, or could it be the clock when it strike 10am. Yes, I dragged myself out of the bed and head home by bus...

Long trip are short when I fall asleep!!!

Reached home about 11.15am, fed Noti boy before cleaning his wound and then fed him his antibotics. Keep spiltting it out, I know you didn't like the taste but it's just half a tablet and you will have ya snack! lol. Okie, Task one done! Task two... Continue packing my room for my new bed is coming in on wednesday! I gave in to temptations, I watched the TeeVee and fell back on my bed, mattress to be precise. ROOM STILL IN A MESS! Arrrg woke up late in the afternoon, about 1pm. Baby called me and ask what movie I wanna watch later. WOOHOO, Confession of a shopaholic HERE I COME! Went to get ready, bla bla bla. only got out of my place at about 2.45pm. Dressed in a weird style as usual. Aladdin pants and Superman top! with white heels. Where did I get that sense of dress, Can't believe myself but I don't care. IT's ME! wahahahahahah.

Took bus down to Darling's place again, second time this day. Some people, not dumb not blind. Just say, it's wet, very difficult meh? I was getting myself up the sit as the bus driver moved of as soon as he closed the door without checking if anyone is walking or standing. Fall on my butt on the seat right beside my left facing the whole lot of other people. Being a considerate person, (for sometimes only), I would moved into the seat near the window so later anyone who board the bus could have easy access to the seats near the walk way. The seat is freaking wet that I jumped! Then the lady in front of the wet seat looked at me ad said, "It's wet..." Thinking back, I realised she has been looking at me since the moment I put my butt the first seat. Just tell me as soon ma, save me from getting my Aladdin pants wet with a butt shape. Lucky me, I didn't rest my whole weight down rigth away. The lady got of the bus the very next stop with her daughter.
Near timah plaze, three Malay ladies board the bus and rushed in to grab seats. Two sat infront of me adn they pointed to the seat left of me. Don't want another jump! scene, I told them the seat is wet and the third lady went right behind the seat behind them. I could feel the bus sank one side the moment she put her butt down. *Smack! so bad of me* Then she said something like she don't like that seat, cuz the air con might drip la, act as if she knows alot about the bus.

Haha, I guess both Darling and me at a bad day as both of us didn't sleep enough due to that I got to head home early and his friends were here last night. So yeap, things got heat up easily but cooled down easily too. WE ARE GREAT! Taught MArtin SCIENCE the moment I touch down in his living room, cuz Jin jing and Yang yang are at his place, Martin tends to lose concentration easily (thinking about playing with them.)
WaSEh! now ar, Pirmary three cience damn chim already la. But then I think is Martin never read up what the tutor gave for their reference, taht's why he didn't know how to do his work. After checking through... he got most of them wrong. Disappointed but he just got to learn when the teacher mark it for him. Slacked a lil before we head to J8 for Dinner and MOVEEEEE!!!!! Ate Long John silver, 2pcs fish combo! Boyfriend say mine very expensive, think about it, YAH lo more expensive than my mummy's stall fish and chips lei. But LJS I still only like the fish combo. Watched Confession of a Shopaholic! It's nice but not up to satisfatory, I was like expecting more but still a great film! I didn't get to eat nachos today... I'm Sadded! HAHAHA, Just joking!

Slacked back at his place till 10.25pm after MOVEEE before I rushed back home to help Noti to again, clean his wound and feed him his antibotics. Once again, I board a bus and there is this couple, They didn't know where this bus end thus they asked the uncle beside them.

"Eh, excuse me. This bus go to Bukit batok interchange?"
I'm like thinking, ya lah!
BUT the uncle say, " Nooooo, This bus go bukit batok."
"Oh, Okie".
It's like OH MY GOD?!?!?!?!? hahahahahahahah.
Then, the couple dropped the next stop saying," But I rmb this bus go interchange, Aiya. Just go down check la. If not later don't know go where."
Hmmm, does that mean they didn't check before they board the bus. I wanted to tell them this bus go to Batok interchange but I scared they think I KPO and over heard their conversation so as I say, I'm not that considerate always. I kept my mouth shup! hahahahahahah.

When I was about to drop at my stop, then I realised that the uncle is still on the bus, the bus stop is like only three stops away from the interchange, how come the uncle tell the couple that this bus does not stop at the bus interchange. At first I was thinking that maybe he dropping far before the bus interchange that's why he didn't know whether this bus goes to the bus interchange. But still on the bus three stops away form the bus interchange is like no excused eh. Make people waste money drop the bus then wait for the next same bus again. Some more the stop the coupld drop only like got one bus that goes in the direction they wanted to go. No bus that even stop outside the bus interchange la.

Okay, now I'm in my messy room, cracking my head on how to clean the mess.......
TATA! I'm hungry!

Stupid Rag and Bone Man!

2009-04-04T12:18:00.003+08:00

2nd day back home...

Noti still blur blur one.
There's this rag and bone man came by this morning.
And removed Noti's neck thingy.

I only want to say he super KPO and rude!
He didn't know Noti's condition.
If Noti were to bite and further spread his infection, who gonna pay for his medical fees? We...
If Noti were to bite till it bleed, who feel the pain? We...
Not that I want to say in the first place, IT IS RUDE to even any how touch people things.
Further more you put your hands in and removed it when no one is looking.
OR SHOULD I SAY WHEN NO IS THERE.
(My maid went the market and I have yet to wake up, mummy and daddy is at work.)

RESPECT!
We don't know you and YOU DON'T KNOW US.
There's always a reason behind things but I really can't figure out why the heck did you remove it.
The wound is so big unless you are really blind and can't see, which in the first place you should be at home then.
And obviously, the guard is there to prevent him from biting himself.
I don't torture dogs.

Now, Noti's wounds bleeding. Making a whole lot of mess. THANKS TO THAT RAG-AND-BONE MAN!
Anyway, I helped Noti to wash his wound, can see he is in pain la. Trying to move away but I just have to clean it and put his medication on.
PUT BACK HIS NECK GUARD.
And forced him to take his antibiotics.

Poor thing... Cannot go for any walks for 9 more days...

Fed him a lil bit more today cuz doc say he's too thinny!
I love you, Noti boy. Get well soon.

2009-04-03T19:12:00.002+08:00

April fool's day! (that's like 2 days ago)

Went out with girlfriend after which we met up with her boyfriend's mum and lil brother.
The mum is such joyful person, everything anything she could have something to say.

I didn't get fool this day, girlfriend was badly fooled so as her boyfriend's mum.
*Laugh! Laugh!*
"Your eye got thingy..."
"You forget to zip up your shorts."

Went to meet boyfriend at his school after meeting girlfriend.
Played Suduko while waiting for him to finish his call centre thingy.
He came out a few times to accompany me though. hehe
Suppose to catch movie but instead, we headed back home.
Had this massive headache. ZZZ!
Played Street fighter 4! Wah so long since I last touched such games le.

*That just totally reminds me of primary school...
everytime after school if there is no date, will head back 204 with at least 4 friends.
Raymond, chuan zhi, Melvin Dian Jun. Sometimes Quan sheng, Ivan, Maria, Shirley, Annabelle, Meiyi and so so so so so many of them. I miss them all.
Play Street figther, metal slug, Spyro and many many more games.
Everytime either Raymond or shirley will leave the last. Sometimes till up to 11pm.
Oh well, I'm pass that age already.*

Home sweeeeeet Home...
Noti was sick, he didn't want to eat not even his favourite snack.
*Sigh...*

Yesterday...
Noti boy was sent to the vet.
Heart pain arr... poor boy boy. must be too much dirt at home.

After bring Noti to the person who is bring him to the vet, I head down to AMk to wait for Darling.
Once again, I played Sudoku while waiting. * My past time book*
Watched, The shinjiki incident, Was not very satisfied with the show. A disappoint.
It seems to be the same as most of the gangster show we watch on teevee.
Head home, chill chill and back.
Home sweeeet home...

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Went to Imm again with mummy, to get my new bed!!!
MONDI MONDI MONDI MONDI...
Expensive ar!!! 1512 bucks.

Noti is back form the vet later today.
Poor boy boy, had to have his neck guard( the funnel like thingy to prevent him from biting himself)
Then he had got about 4 stitches on his under arms.
See him blur blur like that, really heart pain ar..

Darling came and stay over tonight!!! YAY!
And help me pack room! HAHA

Love you!!

2009-03-31T03:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday!!! Another shopping trip with jia jia. Window shopping trip for me!
Saving money for many things!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Then went down to Holland V buy jia2's car with Darling.
Had my long waited Sushi TEI and Cold ROck ICE CREAM!!!
Fortunate!!! fortunate!!! fortunate!!!

Headed back, suppose to reformat my com and pack my room
but we ended up watch Movie shows!

Darling went back via his uncle car at 10.45pm.
TO TPY for bBall!

Miss him!

TODAY!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm just satisfied with today!
Hmmm, going to see see furnitre tmr with MUMMY!!!

Loves him!

2009-03-29T02:47:00.002+08:00

Yeap! was back from MAHJIONG from darling place.
Furniture viewing at Furniture mall
And also movie at AMK hub.

That stare you gave me and those words you said, made me sink with confidence into your chair
Knowing more what may come next, Expanding my thought so much.

Anyway, three leg mahjiong really rocks manz!

Saw one sofa bed that caught my eye, $999 bucks
Not bad la, but I still like the MONDI sofa bed.
Double checked the price, it's about $1.7k. Not as expensive as I expected!
Happy Happy! now let's decided which should I get.
I vote: Mondi!
Darling also voted MONDI!

Mondi Mondi Mondi Mondi Mondi Mondi!!!!!

Then Then then! We watch "12 rounds!"
It nice, Love the action lots!
Oh Oh, Before movie I met Marc's kor kor mum!
She's heaqding fro movie! Shopaholic!
Waiting to catch the MOVIEEE!

Wooty!

My "dead"com is stilll untouched by meeee.
LOL!

2009-03-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

Was coming back from somewhere, tons of secondary school students waiting for and boarding the bus.
speaking so loudly that I totally over-heard whatever they say.

"Ya, rushing for stupid concert la, irritating!"
"Dear dear, where are you?"
"You sure this bus goes to west mall not, not there meh?"
"Wah Liew, so many people at this hour, must be rushing down lah."
"They break already ar? so fast meh, wha I out sia."
"People see people alone with girl, thought she the guy girlfriend. People see alone with guy, say the girl's boyfirend. Then people see alone walking, say you no friends. so stupid lah."
"Waolao, wasted sia. POA never get full marks."
"Orhor you bring phone to school!"
BLaBLA!

Then I saw my secondart school mate, we ran, we soccer, we volley, we captain! I miss those days dude.
But seems we had drifted so much, that we only smiled and wave hi bye.

secondary school days are totally great-ness!
Where friends, we can talk anything under the sun.

I'll be prepared to grow old and just have the memories kept close to my heart!
Prepared to face the live after studies. Prepare for the many others.

2009-03-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

Yet another lovely day, at home and out.

2009-03-25T21:30:00.001+08:00

Yeap Yeap.

Went sentosa today, stayed under shade but still kana burn!
SIAN!

2009-03-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

Wooty! Happy advance birthday to our dear Aqilah!

Woke up damn early today, first time not late (only for second timing la).
On my way to meet Sal, we texted! Funnily!

Sal: You eaten?
Lu: nope, hungry ar.
Sal: Haha... lol! ok. I hungry sia... haha
Lu: later go get some finger food lo, I eat Sal's finger, you eat lu's finger! haha
Sal: Hahaha... lol! wokay! then at the cound of three.. we bite then we shout... haha. I smiling like some mad woman sia. haha
Lu: Then I will scarem sal bully me and you scream I bully you! haha.
Sal: I did not bully you sia. you;r ethe one who started it. Then I tell qilah you bully me. then sekali she fed up and she go home sia. ahahah
Lu: Then we scream qilah bully us. hahaha
Sal: haha. then people look at her. then she'll come back to us. haha. lol. haha.
Lu: Then she bobian have to come back! she like taking care of two big kids sia!
Sal: ya lo! hahaha she's the mother of 2 big kids.. haha
Lu: okay , I reaching soon!
Sal: ok...I reach already!

Headed down to K Box and book a room at 2pm.

Head to flora and get the SUNFLOWERS!

Then back to City hall MRT to pick the Advance birthday girl up.

So funny la, Sal and me keep saying about SABO plans which we didn't even thought of planning any for her.

What's more, we all dressed so nicely.

want get dirty must at least we two bring extra clothing maa.

oh, oh, oh! I wanna talk about the day I went out with Sal to buya nd plan for Qilah's birthday first!

WE headed down to bugis to get her the Maxi dress which Qilah aimed before.

Then we headed to swensens to eat early dinner befo we go our ways home.

Sweet and simple day but high enjoyment to be with bestie!

LOve Love!

Okay, Back to TODAY! So with our grumbling stomach we headed to KFC and have lunch before we proceed to plan!
I went off half way to "collect my online goods"(I shop online but I don't buy online! I never trust much), blew up the 9teen balloons at one breath and text Sal.
"can come up already!"
Freaked her out without my bag and said, "Here's your first mission!"
Wahahah, What mision sia? Just go K box and sing to your Heart content!

So we sang from 2.20pm to 7pm!

Dear Qilah,
Hope you had enjoyed you singing session with us. knowing that you did not go to the singing session with your friends and believed you wanted to sings. So yea! hope you enjoyed dearest!

Love Love
LULU & SAL!

Next up! our really "sabo plan!"
Walked to toilet, to pee of cuz and head back towards K box then to Pizza hut! wootys!
Was deciding between swensens and Pizza Hut. We chose PH!

Dear Qilah,
Your day, your cravings, your shot! you want it you get it! Wootys!
Love us to the core and the MAX.!

Love Love
LULU & SAL!

Well, ending our outing with NO SABO( SEE, we so good to you la. never sabotage lei! So actually I'm up for some good things also eh, not only those stupid Ideas I usualy have eh!)

Went to Jia3 for the usual gathering.
Yet another great celebration!
Loves Loves you Jia2!

Let's hope my lappy live life to the fullest and stay with me so that I can upload my pictures! and Many more things to do, of cuz. So I NEED YOU!

Asus Lappy, I love you!!!! Don't die on me!

I love you deep deep! Wake Wake up!

2009-03-23T12:55:00.002+08:00

I really don't know what to do with my ROOM!

Should I throw/give away my storybooks?
Should I throw/give away my puzzels?
Should I throw/give away my little stuffy?
Should I throw/give away my bags?

Then I realised that I had many Dictionary.
Anyone wants one, I really have spares!

I'm so Bored at home today again!

Not my day.

2009-03-20T23:28:00.003+08:00

Got my freaking results today.
was disappointed btu not too disappointed la.
3 Bs
3 Cs
2 Ds

Anyway, I think I need to concenrate more on studies now.
But what's with concentrating when I don't even know where I would be heading too after the study.
What if I waste too much time here?
Or what if I regret not putting in more effort here?

So much to consider, too much.

Went to IKEA today with mummy!
Wanted to get my new bed after a long time, A sofa bed!
But but but, after seeing the real product it wasn't that ideal.
Wanted to change one style but the space I have in my room was too small.
See I knew I would regret if i don't stop daddy to have built in cupboard and drawers!
I knew IT! Damn it.

Haiya, what to do now?
Only can make do with what I have lo.

I'm like using the old lappy cuz, my LAPPY DIED ON ME
It crashed! Really not my day today with so much things in my head going round and round.
And the feelings in my heart swirlling in no direction.

2009-03-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

Yeap! Came in second.
Lost to a sec two girl.
My legs gave way.

I'm T.I.R.E.D.

2009-03-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

Wooty! today sports camp track and field showcase!
Super tired! Super burnt! but Super shiok. All the fun.
All the great people.

Sadly, ther's only a few potentials but sstill good enough in a way la.

Tommorow I've got a race to run, see me lose the scondary school students!
ROFLOL!

2009-03-17T16:02:00.002+08:00

I was wrong that a smile covers everything.

Am I ready in the first place? Maybe everything should not have started.

2009-03-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

The vamp returns?

By ARIEL DAVID,Associated Press Writer AP - Saturday, March 14

ROME - An archaeological dig near Venice has unearthed the 16th-century remains of a woman with a brick stuck between her jaws _ evidence, experts say, that she was believed to be a vampire. The unusual burial is thought to be the result of an ancient vampire-slaying ritual. It suggests the legend of the mythical bloodsucking creatures was tied to medieval ignorance of how diseases spread and what happens to bodies after death, experts said.

The well-preserved skeleton was found in 2006 on the Lazzaretto Nuovo island, north of the lagoon city, amid other corpses buried in a mass grave during an epidemic of plague that hit Venice in 1576.

"Vampires don't exist, but studies show people at the time believed they did," said Matteo Borrini, a forensic archaeologist and anthropologist at Florence University who studied the case over the last two years. "For the first time we have found evidence of an exorcism against a vampire."

Medieval texts show the belief in vampires was fueled by the disturbing appearance of decomposing bodies, Borrini told The Associated Press by telephone.

During epidemics, mass graves were often reopened to bury fresh corpses and diggers would chance upon older bodies that were bloated, with blood seeping out of their mouth and with an inexplicable hole in the shroud used to cover their face.

"These characteristics are all tied to the decomposition of bodies," Borrini said. "But they saw a fat, dead person, full of blood and with a hole in the shroud, so they would say: 'This guy is alive, he's drinking blood and eating his shroud.'"

Modern forensic science shows the bloating is caused by a buildup of gases, while fluid seeping from the mouth is pushed up by decomposing organs, Borrini said. The shroud would have been consumed by bacteria found in the mouth area, he said.

At the time however, what passed for scientific texts taught that "shroud-eaters" were vampires who fed on the cloth and cast a spell that would spread the plague in order to increase their ranks.

To kill the undead creatures, the stake-in-the-heart method popularized by later literature was not enough: A stone or brick had to be forced into the vampire's mouth so that it would starve to death, Borrini said.

That's what is believed to have happened to the woman found on the Lazzaretto island, which was used as a quarantine zone by Venice. Aged around 60, she died of the plague during the epidemic that also claimed the life of the painter Titian.

Much later, someone jammed the brick into her mouth when the grave was reopened. Borrini said that marks and breaks left by blunt instruments on several among more than 100 skeletons found by the archaeologists show that the grave was reused in a later epidemic.

Such a reconstruction of events is plausible, as is the link to the superstitions about "shroud-eaters," said Piero Mannucci, the vice president of the Italian Society of Anthropology and Ethnology.

"Maybe a priest or a gravedigger put the brick in her mouth, which is what was normally done in such cases," Mannucci said.

The anthropologist, who did not take part in Borrini's research, said that at a time when bacteria were unknown, such superstitions were a way for the terrified population to explain the waves of plague epidemics that killed millions during the Middle Ages. Jews were also often accused of spreading the disease.

Borrini said the discovery shows that vampires in popular culture were originally quite different from the elegant, aristocratic blood-drinker depicted in Bram Stoker's 1897 novel "Dracula" and in countless Hollywood revisitations.

"The real vampire of tradition was different," he said. "It was just a decomposing body."

Next time, go grave-digging. Remember to bring at least one or two bricks with you...

2009-03-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 25th Month Anniversary Dear.
Loving you...

2009-03-13T05:52:00.002+08:00

I meant what I said...
Everything was so true, too true to even believe.
I would never forget that very day, BGK0F.
I think I'm just going against you and decided everything.

I'm contridicting myself if I could take it today. But I don't know how am I suppose to be.

FReaking stop haunting me. SHOO!

6th to 12th March 09

2009-03-13T04:35:00.002+08:00

Have got so much to update since the day Darling went to Malaysia.

6th March 09…

Went Sentosa with Dearest poly besties!

Before I could meet them, I lost my phone!!! All the contacts, all the sweet sweet messages, all the pretty pictures and many more… all gone. Anyway, I think it’s time for me to lost it. Spend the whole day CAREFREE, no one could really disturb me.

Play beach volley with random people, laugh and criticise a group of dumb people playing “raw chicken captain’s ball”, snap pictures like nobody’s business, climb trees, try swimming to the other island, carry Peishan and throw into the water, run to the toilet, chase after ball, play luge, DINNER! and and and a list of random things!

Went Home and went to West Mall…

Didn’t had anything on mind when I went out. Then I thought for a moment then I decided to listen to Dar Dar, “Take care of your face can?” haha. So I went into Beauty Language. Brought over 400 lucks of beauty products!

I’m satisfied!

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7th March 09…

Rot at home for the whole day, suppose to head out. Though I lost my phone but some messages just simply leave a mark deep down and I decided to stay away.

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8th March 09…

Slept only at 9 am after the huge rot at home. Was woken up by Daddy at 12noon due to his pain like 3 years back. Headed down to NUH A&E, waited for him with a newly brought logic puzzle book. For 6 hours, I’ve got no one to talk to, only Logic book.

Went back home, but within two hours the pain came back. Was about to head out to meet twin for dinner but I just got to cancel it and head down to NUH again. Freaking A&E, should not be named as A&R la, Waited for like 2 hours before Daddy’s name was called. Then waited again to get the pain-killer injection. Super Dumb la, at least give us pain killer before the SUPER LONG WAIT MA, make my daddy in such a long pain. Some more sitting down on the wheel chair, the least give him a bed to roll about if there is going to have a long wait for the injection. Another stupid thing, I asked the doctor.

LU: “What’s wrong with my daddy?”

Doc: “ Look from where the pain come from and what your daddy said, seems to be some stone.”

Quote: “SEEMS TO BE”

That’s what my daddy told him what. Can’t he give me a firm answer, at least we know it is something serious or nothing serious. Then the doctor refer us to urology centre and ask us to make appointment. Then ask us to also go and get some medication, Pain killers. But no use one, the pain just comes back.

Listening to the doctor about making appointments and looking at the medication, (take three days before X-ray). Can’t they just help us with the simple X-ray and tell us what’s wrong. Refer here refer there, by then DIE OF PAIN already!

So Mummy and I decided to bring Daddy to private hospital, Our saviour! Gleneagles! Mummy and me were prepared to be woken up by daddy in the middle of the night and scream pain but everything was fine after a long request from the second time Daddy and me head down to NUH fro heavier dosage of Pain killers, or a stronger one.

I only manage to get some rest after 1am when I got home.

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9th March 09…

Early in the morning, woke up to call Gleneagles! to check everything up, about the stay, the cost and also the time we would need to wait or if there is a need to make appointments.

Headed down at about 4pm after Mummy had done with her stuff at the stall. I felt so much safe there to know what’s wrong and what are the things we need to take note and also what are the solutions. Everything was done very quickly, just the next day we had appointments to get everything well checked. Then there is a straight referral to the doctor that could attend to us.

This is the services that could actually save lives.

This night, I suffered badly. Stunned in the toilet for bout an hour. I didn’t know what to do nor who to call out to. Only sat there and cried till I gather up my courage took a plastic bag and pour everything away. Wash up and went to bed.

One of my baby hamster, 1 and half month old was brutally and cruelly eaten up by the others, leaving only the head and a bit of her skin. She was the only female baby other than the mother. She was last seen alive by me on Sunday morning. I’m so sorry.

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10th March 09…

Woke up at 9am to accompany Mummy to go down to the “PIG farm” and meet one “PIG”. Seriously, I think they worship pig that’s why they don’t and that’s why they are so dumb to ask for dumb things. No offends to others who had brains. Anyway, First thing first, the PIG asked us to arranged the file, we did it thinking that hey if we were to categorise easier for PIG and us to find the documents. Then he said “Not like this” he wants it to be ring-file-ed. Which is basically just like how it was before we arrange it.

Secondly, Then for the four invoices which we would be receiving each day, PIG wants it to be photocopied and file in. Think about it, we had four coming in each day. We need to keep the invoices ONLY for THREE months. even if we are saving the paper, we still need (4x30x3)/2= 180 piece of paper to photocopy all the invoices for them. WASTE PAPER AND WASTE INK AND WASTE TIME! Might as well give them the raw pieces of invoice since we need to keep it for at least A YEAR not THREE MONTHS, we will sure to arrange it properly one what. Not only these, “ Invoice to be SIGNED WITH NAME AND DATE.” Come on la who want to fake the signature and why have to put so many date when the invoice itself have a date, when money is paid date is also written, when stock it taken also have date. ONE PIECE OF INVOICE NEED FOUR SAME DATE WRITTEN!?!?!?!

Thirdly, the certificates from our suppliers. Is like you want to know whether the food they supply to us for poison a not just check their records la still need us to collect the certificate. It’s so easy to fake one what. Not that we are faking but just warning you in case you got “POISONING”. Check it yourself rather than people cheating on you, PIGS.

One more one more! Since the supplier had the certificate already why do we still need them to INDICATE again at the end of each product, redundant work. You think other's very free like you all ar? BET all of you never do a business before!

Had the appointment at 2.30pm. Mummy and Daddy head down while I went for my dental appointment. After Daddy went through the test and scan, then we knew, it’s actually kidney stones that is blocking the tunnel from the kidney to the bladder. Solutions was then given to us, to go through some ultra-sonic thingy that will help to break the stone into smaller piece so that Daddy can pee it out without much pain. Then the doctor was really so good that he helped us to save money by asking if we want to let him go through two session at one go, to clear the stone at the tunnel and the other two in the kidney which is still growing bigger. So he helped us to make an the procedure appointment the very next day. Everything seems so simple, why can’t NUH do it? So happy to have hospitals like Gleneagles!

Anyway, went to Er jie’s new house fro house warming! Forgotten to take pictures of it but it was totally their style, all white and black!

Take care of my two baby hamsters kies, Loves all.

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11th March 09…

Went down to Gleneagles at 10.30am, waited till 1pm and Daddy went to do the procedures, slacked all the way till 4pm when Daddy went back to his ward. Rested till he was totally awake and went home at 7.30pm.

Was too tired to do anything but sleep…

Darling was back from Malaysia…

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12th March 09…

FINALLY everything was over, everything was fine. Wonder what would happen if we continue staying with the choice of NUH. Guess we would still be waiting to get the turn to go through X-Ray.

Went to fetch Dar Dar today from school. I miss you so much Dar!

2009-03-04T11:29:00.002+08:00

Just sold three Hamster the day before.
Going to give away two more Hamsters to Er jie, maybe on saturday.

MY ROOM IS SO MESSY!!! FAINT!
I want to play Mahjiong.

Random...

2009-03-03T05:33:00.005+08:00

I'm so tired. Just finish doing the salary for last month for Daddy's stall.

Today (yesterday), I went to play pool with secondary school mates.
Yudhi and Junye. After which Chan Seng came to join us after He passed his Driving!!!
LOL. Then I was late for meeting Darling in his school, which I had promised him that I would be there outside his classroom.
Sorry darling, don't mean to be late. Pinky promise you that tomorrow (today) I'll be there waiting for you.

Darling wrote this to me today.

This true love in my heart
Buried so deep that I would always keep
Throughout the darkness moment
You are the brightest star
Which guides me through the narrow path
When I am shivering in cold
You embrace me with your wamth body
Just to let the warmness overcome the coldness in me
The sound of your voice is music to my ear
So soft, tender and sweet
The kisses from you
Words can never be able to explain
The smile of yours took away my worries and pain
It turns my wavy heart and mind calm
Everyday I thank God that you are mine
You may not be an angel fallen from the sky
But you are definitely an angel within my heart
So with this
I will end my poem with an

"I Love You"

(Moved to tears..)

Thank you dear.

Good night. I miss Dear and Sister.

Delayed Pictures!!!

2009-03-01T13:38:00.001+08:00

WOW to Life!(edited)

2009-03-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

1 out of 48 time of a day. I’m writing this.

Hello! everyone!!!, I’m back from my stay at Sentosa,

with Dear Dear on the first day and second day together with his friends.

Well, we went there to celebrate a very special day to him.

On this very day, to years back he lost his first kiss, at Bukit Batok nature park…

TO ME!!!

Bet his motive is not only about that but to,

spend quality time and quantity time with me.

Thanks you dear.

On 26th Feb 09…

We headed to Sentosa at about 2 pm and checked into the Costa Sands Resort Hut!

Then we tried booking for another day for his brothers to come down and have fun as well.

At first we couldn’t book any but lucky us,

we manage to book one superior room the at the midst of playing luge.

Anyway, after setting down, we headed to UNDERWATER WORLD!!!

Man, It’s been sooooooooo loooooong since i last been there!

Next we headed down to 4D magic!

I think I’ve been there once but still funny to me!

Hope darling had fun too!

Next up, The LUGE RIDE!

I’m super scared of this because of the lots of accidents I’ve met.

but couldn't be leaving Dear to play by himself, so…

Yea, I went to play with him.

I’m still scared of it though after two rides till today.

Rest should be ample!

We went back to hut and rested for a while before we head out for

SONG OF THE SEA! and DINNER BACK AT VIVO!

Song of the sea is nice but a little bit of disappointment…

I really love the coordination of the beats and fire and water.

Don’t mind watching I again!!!

DINNER!!!!

What can say about dinner???

hmmm, Kim's Gary restaurant is not bad, a good place to just eat and go.

hahahahahahha

Rest Rest Rest! Chat Chat Chat!

Actually wanted to go to the watch tower at 4.30am with his red wine.

To feel the breeze and watch the sky lighten up!

(once we did but because there are too much fly fly,

we headed back halfway and he promised be there again with me, with Mobigao!)

But he didn’t wake me up and went back to sleep himself.

Sadded!

27th Feb 09

Woke up pack our stuff, ready to check out and check into another room.

But the room was not ready, so end up, we bathed in the common toilet.

Meeting his friends at VIVO for MY BLOODY VALENTINE at 12nn.

Rush Rush Rush!!!

This show’s plus point, 3D.

But the storyline is too boring, no creativity!

Went to eat LJS the back to Sentosa!!!

Hit the room to change,

Hit the beach next!

I didn’t want to be TANN-ED so I stayed at the shade!!!!

Watching the guys play the Frisbee ruby!

Sun’s about to set, stroll to our room and shower…

Went out to play LUGE with them!!!

SCARED!!!!!!

Went out to VIVO and have our dinner!!!

After dinner went back to Sentosa and took PICTURES!!!

Played, MURDERER IN TOWN (MAFIA)

For hours!!!!! until Clement came.

SUPPER, I’m Super hungry!!

While playing the second game, minority, I fell asleep.

Sorry guys, I took the bed!

28th Feb 09

Checked out, head back, went to eat with Dear’s family and

HOME SWEET HOME!

Thank you Dear for all that you have done.

I really appreciate you coming true to me.

I guess I’m really feel grateful that at least somehow I would know your stand.

And what you are facing. Instead of being the selfish self.

I Love you, dear

2009-02-26T00:07:00.002+08:00

After some time, I felt that I had finally chilled down.

My dearest sister had left for studies in Australia the day before.
A new maid came also the day before. Things are thus being lighten.
But to start things up, I've got to teach her the stuff in the house.

Anyway, Poor Noti boy have lots of wound patch all over his body.
And he have also got a lump under his under arms,
which he might have to under some mini operation to remove it.
He's now really picky at food that he didn't want to eat.
Bet that new food didn't really suit his taste.
Noti boy boy don't be Naught...

Tml I'm leaving for a chalet with Dear dear in Sentosa!!! YAY!!!
It's a last minute booking like just 5 hours we booked it.
Once in a while really spice things up! Me Love you.
Maybe if I could book another day his friends would come and
join us for the second night.

I really thank you Dear for the time spent today.
That cheeky msg of yours!

The mask should never have been there.

The mask should have been taken down.

And now things just couldn't possibly tun back.

But to continue walking on with that mask you have.

Behind that mask are scars.

Behind that mask are downs.

And now that the mask brings smiles

I couldn't bear to even put it down for a second to try.